Ghost

Part 3

Wei Wuxian left the little rabbit he possessed, in the Jingshi with Zewu Jun and Wangji during the night and went to the library. As he was a spirit, he could sneak anywhere. He was looking for something that could help him. Then again, if he wanted live again, he would just need to find his body. Since he fell from a cliff, there is no telling where it would have ended up. Even if it was found, it would not really be worth coming back. He felt he has no reason or right to live.

He sat in the library until it opened up the following morning. He then slowly walked back to the Jingshi. The little bunny they he was to take possession over, was happily asleep beside Wangji as he was up and properly dressed. Wuxian felt that Wangji was better off without him. He figured maybe one day Wangji would forget about him. He didn't realize that he allowed Zewu Jun to see him again, because Zewu Jun was watching Wuxian from a distance.

Knowing the truth about what Wei Wuxian had sacrificed, Xichen wanted to find out what really happened. He knew that Wei Wuxian was framed, and that Wei Wuxian will not find any peace until his name was cleared.

"Wangji, I am going to go get us breakfast," Zewu Jun said.

"Mnn," Wangji nodded as he sat at his desk and the little bunny laid relaxed in his lap.

Once Zewu Jun was outside he walked over to the secluded area that he saw Wei Wuxian standing, "good morning, A'Xian."

Wei Wuxian nodded, "Zewu Jun, I think it is time for me to go," he said.

"Why? Didn't you say you would stay and protect Wangji?" He asked concerned.

"Is that all I am? I love Lan Zhan, but is that all I am to everyone, a shield? I know I said I would protect him and I will, but what other purpose do I have? I am dead and an unrested spirit. I have no one out there who cares about me. I honestly feel like I should just completely disappear from the world and act as if I never existed. It's always been that way until I somehow became an evil person," Wuxian said.

"So you will go back on your words again?" Zewu Jun asked.

"Zewu Jun, what am I? A person or a toy?" Wei Wuxian asked angrily.

Zewu Jun didn't say anything but just stared at him.

"You were right about me Zewu Jun, I am a selfish person, and I guarantee you that I am the biggest mistake that Lan Zhan has made. He is better off without me," Wei Wuxian said.

"Biggest mistake? You definitely have that right," Zewu Jun said, "he was a righteous person, always followed the rules and was very prominent. Because of you, he will forever be tarnished. Because of you, he will have scars on his body for the rest of his life."

"Because of me," Wei Wuxian said slowly backing away, "you are so right. Maybe everyone else was right too. That my parents died because they didn't love me enough, that I was never fully adopted into the Jiang Sect because they didn't care about me enough, that I lost a whole family of Wen's that I can never forget. I will never forget the people that I have hurt, and that includes Lan Zhan. My pain is too much to bear and I do not deserve this. I don't deserve anything, not even peace."

Zewu Jun was furious and was about to yell at him again. He had such mixed feelings about this boy that he felt it was inappropriate for him to continue to be around his Didi.

"Leave, and never show up around me or my Didi again," Zewu Jun said.

"Very well," Wei Wuxian said and disappeared.

Wei Wuxian's energy was so powerful due to so much resentment that he gained from his death, that he burst through the ward at the main gate. He then went to the burial mounds where he was meant to live.