"The birds look happy today dos-kun, I can't help but feel so envious" nikolai said as he sipped his coffee
"How so?" Fyodor asked
"I feel like I'll never be free from this, I'm just a caged bird waiting for judgement day" Nikolai lays his head on the table
"Freed from what exactly?"
"Never mind it's not important anyways" he sighed
"I see now.. in opposition to god you are fighting to lose sight of yourself, aren't you?" Fyodor asked
Nikolai quickly stood up, staring at Fyodor in shock that he understood what he meant
"Dos-kun.. do you know why I joined the decay of angels?"
"I have a few thoughts, of course"
"I like them, the birds, they fly without being bound by gravity. The perfect freedom, that's what I'm seeking!" Nikolai sits down again staring at his coffee
"How do you plan on achieving this goal of yours mykola?"
"Do you see the cage dos-kun?"
Fyodor locked eyes with Nikolai
"Do you see my cage Mykola?" Fyodor asked
"So you do understand? No it's not possible.. then you must know—"
"That you have to dispose of me in order for you to truly achieve this freedom you're looking for?"
"If I eliminate you, wouldn't it break me free of that brainwashing we call feelings? I'll be able to prove to myself that I'm truly free as a bird" Nikolai smiled
"I'm curious on what this feeling is mykola, care to tell me in an explicit manner?" Fyodor sips his tea
Nikolai stands up with a smile
"Love."
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Fyolai Stories
FanfictionThis will be fyolai one shots or some short stories about them, it will be angst, fluff, nsfw and sfw Some will be short while others can have more than one part. hope you enjoy :) I'm also on ao3!! english is not my first language so please be pat...
