Gorillaz Oneshots!!!

2d x Fem! y/n (Angst he dies lol :P)

My head felt awful. Overdose. I thought I was going to scream. I did, but that hurt too.  I was laying on the ground in my bathroom, crying. Migraines are the worst.

"Stu?" I heard a familiar soft voice ask. Y/n stood in the doorway, looking down at me, petrified. "What's wrong with you?" I didn't respond, I couldn't. She knelt  beside me and touched my forehead. "You're burning up. You must have fever."

I looked at her in agony. Y/n had been my best friend since I'd fallen off that tree-We'd met at the hospital, actually. She knew I had migraines and usually she knew just what to do, but this was different. This was probably the worst headache I'd ever had, or at least that she had witnessed. 

Y/n looked at the counter and grabbed a thermometer I'd tried to use earlier, but collapsed. She didn't notice the pills I'd spilled in the sink, though. She handed me a thermometer and tried to put it in my mouth. "Nnngh." I muttered, turning away. She forced my mouth open, which hurt like hell. I cried more. 

Gently, she laid it under my tongue. . After 15 seconds she pulled it out and her face went white. "It's 106, Stuart. I think we should go to the hospital."

I didn't try to argue with her, I simply weeped when she tried to stand me up. "Russel! Murdoc!" She called. She laid me back down and rushed out of the room, coming back a moment later with the two men.

Murdoc looked at me in disgust and snapped, "What's the little f*g crying for?" 

Russel hit him in the head. "Shut up, hoe." Y/n and Russel lifted me up and I sort of blanked out for a while. After a few seconds, I opened my eyes and we were downstairs. Noodle was asleep in her room, so they tried not to make much noise. 

Russel lifted me into the geep. Murdoc and him sat in front, with Y/n and I in the back. She rested my head in her lap and asked, "What happened, love?"

I gulped, and bit my lip. "Pills." I managed to say. 

Murdoc glanced at me uneasily. "Did you take them on purpose?" Russel questioned. I nodded. "Did you take way too much on purpose?" I nodded again. 

"Why? We need a singer." Murdoc pouted. 

"Mudz, this is serious! He tried to-to what, exactly? Feel better? Give yourself a headache? Hurt yourself? ...Kill yourself?" Y/n asked.

"The last one." I grumbled. I couldn't see her face but I felt her legs shaking and I could hear her crying. I felt the car start moving faster. I didn't want to talk, I didn't want to breathe, I didn't want to close my eyes because I feared I wouldn't open them again. And it was too much effort to blink. 

The geep stopped, and Russel left, returning later with two doctors. They put me on some stretcher thing and the only thing I remember is them putting some thing on my mouth, and then feeling all dizzy.

I woke up later in a white room, but I didn't know where I was. I saw Y/n leaning over me, so I assumed I was on a bed. "Y/n?" I asked. I hurt way less. I guess those doctors knew what they were doing. 

She didn't answer. She just cried. 

"I'm here, love." I tried to soothe. "I'm alright."

But she acted as if she hadn't heard me. I glanced around the room. It was all white. Nothing else. White and y/n. I looked like I was levitating but I felt a bed underneath me. 

I stared at the girl in front of me. Wait.

Was I...

Dead?

No way. I couldn't be. It doesn't make sense. I was still there-I could still feel. But Y/n couldn't seem to hear me and my pain was decreasing by the second. 

I bit my lip. If I were actually dead, what would happen? Would they just find a new singer? Would Noodle be terribly upset? And Y/n...What would happen with her? 

"Oh, Stuart." I heard her whisper, tears streaming down her face. She looked into my eyes, and I called out, "I'm here." But she didn't answer. I felt ashamed, now, that I'd tried to kill myself. I hadn't realized how much she cared for me. 

I tried to cry with her but all I could do was focus on breathing. If I were actually dead I supposed I wouldn't need to, but I didn't want to accept it. 

And then the whiteness faded, into dark. Dark covered me whole. I couldn't feel myself anymore. I could hear Y/n crying. I wanted to cry, too, so much. But I couldn't even remember who I was. What I was. And then all there was was a ringing. And inside the darkness was a heart monitor. I watched it. It beeped. And then the frequent beeping turned into one, long, heart breaking one. And I didn't feel anything anymore.