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"Fuck you." I seethe, but Nikolai doesn't show any sort of annoyance and instead concern flashes on his face.

"Why didn't you eat?" He mummers, his grip now loosening from my neck and I'm taken aback by his question, and confusion rattles me. I've probably never had someone show an ounce of worry for my problems, and it feels odd.

"None of your business. Now let go." I attempt to slip out from under Nikolai's grip, but he doesn't let me. Instead, he pins my body against the wall even more and somehow we're even closer than we was before.

Nikolai narrows his eyes at me, trying to read anything off of my face and I give him absolutely nothing. I definitely don't need him to try to pry his way into my life and see my vulnerable side.

The man in front of me doesn't deserve that, especially since he's practically forcing me to give him a damn invitation to a fucked up ball that's happening in around two weeks.

I do what I think is best, and attempt to piss him off so he lets me go. "I don't think my fiancée would like this altercation very much." I tilt my head, smirking at Nikolai but I get nothing from him and I want to punch him in his mouth.

"Your fiancée is most likely a pathetic bastard." Nikolai clenches his jaw and speaks, and he says no wrong. Lorenzo is a human who lacks many brain cells, and I don't think anyone takes him seriously in our world.

"So you like choking someone else's fiancée?" I almost feel my consumed beverage rise up my throat as I say the last word. I'm no one's fiancée, but I have to do my best to piss him off.

"Yet you screamed when I made you cum around your gun. No mention of your fiancée then." Nikolai hums and I now shut up. He has a big point, my argument isn't going to go far so instead I'm opting for a new way out.

Bore him until he leaves me alone by his own will.

"Lost for words, angel?" Nikolai lets out a slight laugh as his eyes still examine my features, but I don't give in. My eyes are set on the wall behind him but soon enough, my head is forcefully turned to look at him, and now do I realise he's let go of my wrist but is still holding onto my neck.

"Look at me." Nikolai growls, and he's just blatantly taken up my whole vision. It's like there's only several centimetres between us and I almost want to knock his teeth out of his mouth with the hand he's just released.

But instead, I opt to push him away. So I put all my strength into doing so, and Nikolai's knocked back a couple of metres and I attempt to leave, however soon enough, my arm is in his grip and I curse myself for not being fast enough.

"You running from me, angel?" Anger is laced with his words and I'm beginning to grow agitated with how long he's been in my presence so far.

Why can't he let me go?

I turn my head, prepared to be met with a pissed off man, however I see anything but. It's nearly like Nikolai is impressed that I even attempted running, and I roll my eyes.

"Can you fuck off?" I say coldly but it's almost like he's a statue. Nikolai doesn't go omove, nor does he display any emotion other than amusement.

I'm almost convinced he's in love with being so close to me, as before I know it my back is already met with the wall and he's inches away from me.

Nikolai's hand raises up to my cheek, his fingers smoothly beginning to rub it, almost likes he's attempting to comfort me for whatever reason known to man.

I want to push him away, I truly do. I want to do everything to get away from this whole situation, but I can't. My mind is saying one thing, yet my body isn't corresponding.

"You're so difficult." Nikolai mummers, and if I wasn't paying attention to him, I wouldn't be able to make out what he is saying to me.

His gaze lowers down to my lips, again, and I'm getting deja vu from just a mere few minutes ago. And once again, my chest is heaving repeatedly.

Quite frankly, I've never been in such a situation before. A man having me pinned against the wall, his muttering little nothings in my ear, and my pussy throbbing like a little bitch.

I'm disgusted, but I can't necessarily seem to stop my body responding so well to him, at least I don't believe I can.

I take this opportunity to look over his features. Nikolai's grey eyes are hooded by his eyelids, along with his eyelashes casting a semi-shadow underneath his eyes. My eyes flutter down to his lips and they're parted, and his deep breaths almost give off the illusion that he's in deep thought, just like me.

Nikolai's eyes move from my lips, back to my eyes, and they're dark. Like he's suddenly been possessed by something else. His pupils have expanded, and he looks back down.

"Fuck it." Nikolai mutters, and suddenly his lips meet mine, and my heart begins racing like I've just ran a marathon.

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I'm evil. My bad for leaving you guys on a cliffhanger.

Thank you for reading x

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