Best Mistake

26. Forever in my Heart

It's been almost a month. A month and Beau hasn't woken up. The doctors can't doing anything anymore the only thing left to do is take him off of life support or keep watching him suffer.
I never thought this would happen to the one I love. But it's the right thing to do for him. I can't stand seeing him like this everyday. The nurse told us he has no chance waking up. I was devastated! I cried and cried long and hard in private, but not because he was gone I knew he would be going to a better place I just cried because I am going to miss him so much. I knew I wasn't ever going to feel his warmth again and his soft lips on mine.
Today was the day he were taking him off the machine. The day that I would watch the love of my life pass away.
"Are you ready Bella?" Gina asked me at the hospital
"More ready than I'll ever be" I said as she took my hand and led me to the room where Luke and Jai were also.
We wanted it to be family only but of course Gina wanted me there too.
We all took our last couple of minutes with him alone.
"Hey baby, I don't know if you can hear me but I really miss you and I know that today is the last day I'll get to see you but I just want you to know that I love you so much and I'll never forget you. I looked down and felt a hand only shoulder, it was Gina telling me that it was time.
As the doctor walked in we all held hands and said a prayer together. We counted to three and as he was just about to unplug the machine I ran to Beau held his hand one last time before he was gone. Finally the doctor unplugged it and he was now gone forever.
My single tear had fell on beaus cheek and I broke down. I couldn't handle this all this it was to much to handle at once! I wanted to die at that moment I wanted to be with him. I knew I couldn't cause I still have all my family, but I just want to be with Beau.
You will forever be in my heart Beau Peter Brooks. I love you...