Best Mistake

23. Departure

"Hey babe" I kissed Beau on the cheek
"Hey, what brings you here?" Beau asked
"Well I thought is come and visit you since I haven't seen you in almost a week."
"Oh okay come on in, we were just about to have lunch."
We had eaten lunch and went to beaus room to relax and have a lazy day.
"Hey Beau Ronnie called we are having a meeting about that thing again tonight." Jai said peeping his head through the door
"Oh okay tell him I will be there"
Then Jai left
"What's the meeting about, if you don't mind me asking?" I questioned, I have got to admit I am a little nosy at points
"Oh...you know just some janoskian things we have to go over" he said looking at the roof
"Oh, I heard you guys are getting really famous and known really well."
"Oh yeah well we are rising"
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"Hey babe I have to get ready for my meeting tonight I'll see you tomorrow okay?"
"Sure I'll be back tomorrow at around 11 a.m."
"Okay bye baby I love you" he said giving me a peck on the lips
"I love you to" I said as I walked to my car and went home
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It was 11a.m. so I decided to leave to go to beaus house. on my way there, 'That's what she said' played on the radio
I got to the house and knocked on the door. It reveled a very sad and tired looking Beau.
"Beau what's wrong?" I asked as he had tear marks down his cheeks
"Come in" he said leading me to his room
"You didn't answer me what's wrong?"
"Well for one thing I'm happy to see you I'm having cravings again and secondly about that meeting last night..."
Beau continued
"Ronnie and Peter had set up another world tour" he said as little tears slowly dripped down his face onto the table as little puddles formed
"Is it a year again?" I asked as I started sniffling and holding back the tears
"9 months then I come back for a month and go back for another three months." he silently cried
"What supposed to happen now?" I asked
"I don't want to loose you again, I can't go through that again"
"Beau you know that last time we tried to do long distance relationship, it didn't work out."
"I know, but we are more mature and it's not a full year I will be coming back for a month and we can Skype"
"Skype can't solve our relationship Beau" I said as a single tear rolled down my face
"is this it again our we ending this again?" Beau asked getting a little frustrated
"I don't know, I know we are older Beau but I can't just wait for you all the time"
"Wait for me!?" "I have to perform shows and try and be happy without you there, believe me its harder for me"
He said rolling his eyes
"WHAT DOES THAT MEAN BEAU!?"
"IT MEANS THAT YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE GOING THROUGH THIS BELLA!" He yelled at me, my eyes started getting watery as we have never really yelled at each other
"You know what I don't need this In my life, I already have problems of my own." I said holding back the tears
"Fine, then just leave" Beau said obviously trying to hold back his tears also
"I don't ever want to see you again Beau"
I said shutting his door and running out of the house with tears dripping down my face
I can't believe I'm probably never going to see Beau around. If I do, he will just be another familiar face I've seen, nothing more.
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It's been three weeks since the argument with Beau. We haven't seen or talked to each other and today he leaves for nine months. This Is It.
Stop thinking about Beau I keep telling myself but the more I try the more I think.
Believe me I really want to run to the airport and just hold Beau right and never let him go, but that's not how it works. Once he leaves that's it there's no fixing it half way across the world.
This is the hardest thin I have to do.
Should I stable should I go?
BEAUS P.O.V.
We left for the airport to go to L.A.
I hope that Bella comes, but I don't think she will. My cravings are stronger now and it's not like I'm with Bella anymore so I'm back on them.
It's the only thing that gets my mind off of things for a little while.
"Airplane 23 To L.A. now boarding"
Well this is it I guess no more calling Bella mine. I guess I have to start fresh and move on.
Who am I kidding I can't move on, not without Bella this is going to be very hard.
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BELLAS P.O.V.
It had been almost four months since Beau left. He comes To my mind everyday. I love him what can I say. I think the part that kills me the most is not knowing. Not knowing if hes sad, happy, moved on, or still loves me.
That what I always think about. Everything in my life is boring and nothing more do I love. My dad and brothers moved to London. They asked me if I wanted to go, but I just cousins get the courage to leave. Not yet.
It was Thursday morning and I woke up to get ready for work. I did my daily routine before eating breakfast.
I got a phone call from caller ID saying
Sassy Bitch. it sounded familiar but who was it?
"Hello?"
"Bella are to there?!" It was luke and it sounded like he was crying
"Hi like what's wrong you sound like you've been crying?"
"Bella its Beau!" Luke said crying even harder
"Luke what's wrong what happened?!" I asked luke getting paranoid
"Beau he got......"
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