Freen does not get jealous
Freen does not easily get jealous.
In front of the cameras or the fans, of course she plays along. However, when it is just the two of them with their friends or just in life , she really does not get jealous , why would she? She knows the special bond that she has with Becky is stronger than anything she ever had and she knows for sure that for Becky is the same so why is it that this right now is bothering her so much , why does it feel like she wants to take Becky's arm so she could drag her all the way out of the restaurant in the middle of dinner , in the middle of a celebration dinner , where she got invited because Becky wanted her there , even if she wasn't part of this project she still got an invitation so why can't she just concentrate on the younger woman sitting next to her , the woman that is literally lying on her shoulder at the moment as if she did not have one little bit of strength on her back to sit straight for a second and somehow freen was the only thing keeping her on a sitting position right now .
Becky is smiling. She should really just forget about it, because the girl next to her is wearing the necklace that Freen chose specially for her. She is playing with it as if she knew that freen is not exactly relaxed . However, she cant just forget about it , because it has been from the very beginning. And she doesnt really understand how some people cannot take a freaking clue.
She is controlling her facial expression or trying to control it especially since she knows that if she doesn't, everyone can read it through her eyes.
Maybe that was her mistake , her mistake was to act like as if the food was amazing and everything was flawless when it definitely wasnt .
To be honest if anyone could read her mind right now they would be surprised at how her thoughts do not fit at all with what she is showing with her face at the moment because if they could , people would have just moved both freen and becky to another table , a really far away table , perhaps the one right at the end of the restaurant where no one even with binoculars could possibly look at becky again. Maybe they would even drive the girls themselves to another city , maybe they would just send them to another planet if it was an option. This is just to make sure that no one will ever look at Becky again.
Somehow her mom came into her mind , she is 100% sure her mom would be so proud of her only by knowing how much of a well mannered person she has been for the last hour and counting .. i mean that could change at any moment but of course that part she will leave behind in case someone asks because she is sooo close to just .... She felt it before she heard something , a little vibration close to her ear , just some words dressed in a whisper
"Are you okay?"
She didn't have to move a muscle to know that becky was looking at her face while asking , she thought for one second that she should answer without looking but that would be rude and her mom ,well her mom taught her better and it is not like it was becky's fault , to be honest it is not her fault at all how beautiful she looks today and she should never make becky feel guilty about how mesmerizing she is . So she did what she always does when becky talks with her , she turned her whole attention toward the younger girl , took her and her beauty in once more and answered just as simple;
" yes, don't worry "
Becky could read her like no one she knew but she is also doing so damn good , she is sure that maybe with all the noise and the conversation moving from one person to another really fast becky woudnt noticed, and for a milisecond she felt even victorious because becky just looked at her for a moment with a bit of doubt in her eyes and then she just turned to the front again without saying anything but of course it only lasted that one second because then she turned back toward freen and said half smirking ;
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Never ending Dinner
Fiksi PenggemarBecky is smiling and she should really just forget about it, because the girl next to her is wearing the necklace that Freen chose specially for her. And she is playing with it as if she really could sense that freen is not exactly relaxed..