I Can't Help This

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*Week Later, Britney's POV*

My parents were both on business trips, which meant I was home alone. I'm home alone often so this is just routine. I have my own credit card so I pay the internet bill, pay for Netflix, and pay for my own food.

I was sitting in my big open bedroom watching World War II documentaries, eating a big bowl of non buttered popcorn, and texting my new friend Taylor. We had hit it off well, which made me really glad.

Turns out that I wasn't the only one who was crushing on a teacher. Taylor had a huge thing for the band teacher Mr. Carson. He's quite attractive. He has blonde hair, bright blue eyes, and a smile that can knock a star out of the sky. He was young, tall, funny, outgoing, intriguing, talented, nicely built, caring, and charismatic.

Taylor would always blush when she'd talk about his class. Then that caused me to wonder if I did that talking about Mr. Gubler...

I always talked about him like he was the only thing I found fascinating, I'm sure it got annoying. But with my parents always gone, it wasn't like I could get advice from an adult about the situation.

My mom and I had a decent relationship but we weren't super close. We were more like colleges than mother and daughter. My father and I were super close. I felt like I could tell him everything when he was home. I do love them both so much though.

It has been raining all day, it's Vegas. It hardly ever rains so it's a bit flooded outside. I've been listening to the rain hit my windows all night and it's been comforting. But of course, there's only one person on my mind tonight.

Matthew.

I laid my head back on my pillow, closed my eyes, and sighed. Letting my mind wonder about.

What was he up too right now?
What was on his mind tonight?
Was he thinking about anyone?
He's so damn cute...
And...he's a bit goofy...
He's so sweet...
I loveeee the way he talks.
The way he bites his lip when he's in deep thought is so sexy..
The way he turns red when he's embarrassed is the cutest thing ever.
And his laugh, oh my god his laugh...

A loud knock followed by the doorbell caused me to jump in my bed and made me forget what was even on my mind. I sat up out of bed and tiptoed down the large flight of stairs. I hadn't ordered pizza so I obviously wasn't expecting anyone to show up at one in the morning.

I peeped out of the peep hole and that's when I recognized Matt's wavy hair. I pulled the door open slowly and awkwardly, "Mr. Gubler? What're you doing here so late?"

"I had to see you..." He says sheepishly but urgently. He was messing with his hands, although he was soaking wet from the rain.

I stood to the side of the door and extended my hand out, "Come in."

He took my hand and pursed his lips, "Where're your parents?"

I looked down my black slippers, "They are currently in New York for business." I was only wearing a baggy t-shirt and panties so I automatically started to pull my shirt down as I spoke, "Why're you here?"

He took a deep breath, looking down, "I can't help this...I've been trying to distance myself from you but it hasn't been working. I understand that this is wrong but you're the only person that's ever on my mind." He paused furrowing his brows and as he spoke his voice kept cracking from speaking so low, "I can't help this feeling of contentment and amazement when I'm with you..."

I stood in shock, covering my mouth with my hand, "W..what?"

He stepped closer to me, putting his hands on my neck. My heart raced as he smiled down at me, "I can't help this..." He says again as he leans and presses his lips onto mine.

I held his wrists and blushed against his lips. His lips were so plump and soft that I melted against him. I could feel him smiling, his presence was so warm. Or I was blushing badly. He pulled away slowly, pressed his forehead to mine, then kissed me again lightly.

I pursed my lips and crossed my legs, "Well..."

He smiled biting his lip, sending chills down my spine, "Well, you look beautiful."

I blushed hard, I was getting hot again. I felt like I was going to start sweating, "D..d..do?" I stuttered so I stopped speaking for a second then tried again, "Do you want to watch a movie?"

"I would love that." He grinned and headed to the couch, pulling me behind him. But I stopped and chuckled, "What?" He asked.

I tilted my head towards the stair case and grinned, "I meant in my room."

"Ohh," he rose his eyebrows and smiled wide. I pulled Matthew behind me and up the stairs into my bedroom. I sat on my bed and patted the spot next to me then grabbed the Xbox controller so I could put on Netflix.

We laid back on my pillows and covered my legs with my red and black zebra print blanket. He stretched out and kicked off his shoes, he was already wearing his pajamas. I laid on my side as we watched Braveheart.

Three o'clock rolled by and Matthew had fallen asleep, I was getting drowsy myself. I turned off the lamp and cuddled into my pillow and closed my eyes gently. I laid there smiling then I felt lanky arms snake around my waist.

"Goodnight darling." He whispered, kissing my neck, brushing my hair behind my back and pulling my shirt down over my shoulder blade.

I giggled as I turned around, "Goodnight Matthew.." I started kissing him again, pulling him on top of me. He tensed up as I pulled his shirt up, letting my fingers roam his smooth back. I grind my hips into his reflexively. His breathing intensified when his hands began to slid the small fabric of my panties off. I grinned and bit his lip and that's when the real fun escalated.

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