I'm Crazy For You (Matthew Gray Gubler Love Story)

Secrets

*Days Later, Britney's POV*

Today's Taylor's taking me to the doctor to get a blood test done. I'm anxious as fuck. I wanted to tell my dad but I don't want him to be mad at me. The only person that knows about my predicament is Taylor.

I want to tell Matthew because he should know that there's a possibility that he's a father but I'm scared. Terrified in fact. I love babies but I'm still in high school.

This couldn't be happening right now. I haven't even graduated yet. I graduate in two in a half months; if I am pregnant I'll be five months and most likely showing. People are going to know. People don't even know I have a boyfriend but they know I only talk to one guy; Matthew.

I'm already accepted into a college...a baby would ruin this. I don't even have a job right now. I hope I'm not pregnant...

"You ready?" Taylor asked after we finished eating our pizza. We kinda ditched school today. My dad had a briefing and my mom took Jack to school and then went to work so they would've never known.

I nodded slowly and then grabbed my bag and we we headed to her car. I slid into the passenger side as she slid into the drivers seat, when we were settled we turned on the radio and jammed to All Time Low.

It kind of helped my anxiety but I felt sick at this point. My phone vibrated in my jacket pocket so I grabbed my phone and checked it. I had a message from Matthew that read:

"Where have you been?? I miss you so much already, beautiful😩💕"

I smiled down at my phone and replied, "Just headed to the doctor..I miss you too, sweetie💕💔😩"

Taylor smiled over at me, "I never see you smile like that unless you're talking to Matthew."

"I didn't even realize.." I say tucking my hair behind my ear.

She laughed, "You fucking cheese ball."

"You're the same way with Cody, so shut up." I laugh.

She just chuckled and kept her eyes on the road.

Matthew replied instantly, "Is everything okay, sweetheart?"

"Yeah, just a routine check up love. I'll let you know how it goes, cutie."

"Okay, see you soon. I love you💕"

I grinned, "I love you too💕"

Taylor and I turned the radio up and jammed to All Time Low as she drove. I basically forgot where we were going until we parked in the parking lot and I saw the sign that read "Women's Health" and then my stomach started doing flips. I felt like I was going to be sick.

We went in and every one looked at us shamefully. They basically judged us before thinking that we could've just been there for a routine check up. People are so fucking rude.

I filled out the paper work I needed then handed it back to the clerk. Taylor waiting for me back at the seats. She was listening to Twenty-One Pilots at this point to calm her nerves. She doesn't like doctors offices.

About a half an hour later they called me back and asked me the basic Heath questions I had been expecting. After we finished, they drew my blood and took it into the lab for testing. I waited for the doctor to return to tell me when she'd have the results so I could leave.

She came back with a clipboard and a small reluctant smile, "Well Miss Smith, your results came back. You aren't pregnant."

I put Smith so they wouldn't trace my name back to my parents or Matthew. There's not many Hotchners or Gublers in Clark County. I wasn't about to deal with my parents finding out I even had a pregnancy scare.

I left the office relieved and walked back to Taylor. She looked paler than usual and her hand was trembling. We should probably leave before she has a panic attack, I thought.

I tapped her shoulder, "Babes, what's wrong?"

"I ff..figured since I was I alr..already here id get checked out, I'm pregnant." She says looking at her hands.

I froze beside her, what the hell are we going to do now?