Chapter 6

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*Hana's P.O.V.*


"Borrow!" Minhee then grabbed my phone...

"Hey!" I rolled my eyes but let her use it, I got used to it.

"You deleted her pictures except for the 8 girls?" She suddenly asked.

"Yeah... and what about it?" I'm kinda pissed off with the topic.

"Nothing, Just realized that you still love her because she's your screenlock..." she giggled.

I grabbed the phone, it's true.. maybe... "Uuh.. I j-just forgot to change i-it..."

"Silly... don't lie to me," she said hitting my arm.

"Tell me what happened.." she added.


~Flashback~


"I got a lot of explanation to do..." Tiffany unnie said.

"Not now, noona..." Baek oppa tried to stop her..

I saw the students looking at us, "Students, please go to your classrooms now, it's almost 8 am.. I request as part of the officers..."

All of them go back including MinHee.

"Don't waste my time. You started it... the picture? That's not my problem anymore..." I told the two.

Tiffany unnie stepped closer to me, "Hana, I'm really sorry... sorry for all."

My eyes started to tear up, I tried to laugh at her...

"Tsk, can your 'sorry' change all what happen to me?! You! You're an idol... you spend your lives having a great time... Spending money and moments with the member you treat as sisters but your sister.. Your own sister! You can't! Do you know that I'm always a top scorer in tests? Do you know that I don't eat cucumbers? Do you know... that I spend my life living with a mom that don't even care about me, my grades nor my health?! Huh? You don't!" I shouted... I know some janitors are looking...

"Hana! Enough! Respect her she's your unnie..." Baekhyun oppa almost shouted at me.

"Well, I don't feel it..."

"Then respect her as your senior... as an Idol. Does a fan do that to her idol? Just listen to her... just once or else," he said.

"Or else what?"

"You're not gonna see me anymore.."

"Mwo?! No! ... fine..." I agreed, I don't wanna lose a brother.

"I'll just left you two here..." before I could speak he was already meters away...

I sat there quietly. I don't know what to feel. My mind's not focused on anything.

"So are you gonna talk or just look at me..." I spoken up.

"Hana, I'm sorry. Sorry for leaving you.. for not being an unnie to you,"

Tears rolled down my cheeks.

"Why did you leave me? Dad and mom broke up. Dad brought Oppa away and I stayed with mom. Dad died and oppa was scouted. And mom, she don't even care about me..." I want to blame her things. All I want to do is hurt her. But the other side I want to forgive and give her chance...

"I didn't leave you... Mom forced me to get away from you. She hates me. I don't know why. She took you away from me... Remember this?"

She showed me a little music box. It's pink and cute. And has the name "Hana". I stared at the box and it quite looks familiar. But I really can't remember.

"Oh. I bet you don't. You were just 5 years old at that time. I came to visit you because it's your birthday but mom told me to leave. I don't know why but she also never bacame a mom to me. She hates me.... a lot. She forced me to leave. I begged her to be with you just at that day. She agreed but told me to never come back after that. She left the house and went to her office. I played with you all day. You're such a cute and a nice child that time. But now, you're already grown up. Pretty... and kind hearted. I showed you this music box and you were very amused. You always laugh as the music plays. But mom came home and she saw it. She took it and threw it. She said that it's time for me to leave. I carried you and hugged you tight. I kissed your forehead and putted you down. I saw you cry as I go. Tears rolled down my eyes. I picked the music box and left. Taeyeon fixed this. I always bring this with me and play it befor performances and shootings. I'm always and forever be thinking of you..."

I don't know what to say. A part of me get angrier but the other side says to forgive her. It seems to be true.

I saw oppa coming.

"Can I hug you? Again?" She said. After she said those words, Baekhyun oppa was in front of us. He didn't hear what she said.

"Oppa, let's go home... I don't feel good today. I'll just tell our teacher tomorrow.." I said.

"Hana..." He said.

"Jebal.."

I headed to his car not hearing another word from him. All studenta were taking photos and took videos but I don't care. I closed my eyes. The last thing I saw, Oppa was already in the car.


~End of Flashback~


"So that's it?" Minhee asked.

"Yeah.."

"Why didn't you forgive her. I mean 'hellooo' she's an idol and she seems sincere. We're studying in a School of RKs and Dongsaengs of Idols..."

"Usual reasons, I don't believe her..."

"Damn, Hana! It's obvious. Why are you being cold to her? Didn't you tell me that you want to have at least a moment to be with her? Didn't you tell me that you really wanted to hug her?"

I felt my heart ache. Like a broken hearted person. She's right but I don't think it's time. I don't really know what to do.

"I'll just go to the Comfort Room..." I said and walked out. A tear escaped my eye but I wiped it. I don't want anyone to see it.



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Annyeong guyth! Sorry for the late updaaateee :< just got really busy on school. Btw, I'm making a New story. I'll post the prologue soon... hart hart guysseeuu labyuuu


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