I'll Fix It Well And Become Top Idol.

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I can't believe I'm a loser even if I come back (1)

Edited MTL
Kang Eun-soo's face fell like it was going to hit the floor. I wasn't drunk, but my head was blurry and dim. All I could think of was, 'It's really over.'

There was a time when I thought it would be nice to debut as an idol. Kang Eun-soo was a trainee who had a strong desire to debut.

"I could've done anything if I could debut."

As soon as the debut group was decided, Kang Eun-soo, the oldest, became the team's leader. In addition, I had a big dream of success until I decided to name the group HNY by reducing Honey.

However, as soon as I made my debut, all my imagination was shattered. The nouns in front of HNY were not 'Daebak', but 'jibak' and 'defeat'.

When the debut performance was not good, it was natural for HNY to be anxious. Their feelings quickly passed on to the fans. In the video to show the fans, he was busy summoning the leader after complaining that the atmosphere was bad even if the audio was a little empty.

They always asked Kang Eun-soo what the leader was doing. What's the point of not setting the mood? This is why you're ruined...….

"Ah… I feel stiff. My shoulders are going to break."

I couldn't stop listening to such sounds without a break. There's still time left for the contract.

However, singles and full-length albums without major investment were naturally difficult to perform well.

At least, overseas tours were more expensive than domestic activities, so I had to go in and out of Incheon Airport. It wasn't even a grand tour that others did. It was a performance with a small number of fans in a theater.

And, judging by Kang Eun-soo, that's when the nightmare started.

'Who knew depression was so scary? I thought it would be better if I held out...….’

Even though there was a bodyguard, it was a daily routine for fans to bump into each other recklessly. When I sat on the reserved plane seat, there was a familiar face next to me.

Was it poisonous to be kind to someone who has been a fan since his debut? They acted as if they had become friends with Kang Eun-soo and other HNY members, and if they turned away, they did not hesitate to swear by phone or text.

'I like you because you guys are not up. You did a great job. Look. If you want to sit next to me like this, the competition rate is too high.

'Can you be like this to me? Since when have I been your fan? I did something that your company didn't do while reprinting sales posts for each commu.'

'It's hard to open it up, but you know it's only a moment when you fail, right? Do you think there's something I don't know about your private life?'

This was the content of the text without swearing. When HNY members didn't answer calls with unknown numbers and didn't even check text messages, the so-called fans children went crazy.

Maybe they made a group chat room on their own or they're going to ruin it by writing about privacy issues that don't even have a message bomb.

At first, all the members snorted, "Who would believe me if they made up something that didn't exist?" but it was an instant that anxiety ate up our head and mind.

In particular, they could not overcome their anxiety because they knew their situation where their feet were not firm. It was only a matter of time before our mind was sick.