Size is Who You Are?

cinema, photoshoot, nap

Once me and Jason got off the bus and said thanks to the driver, even though he is a dick, but it is still the polite thing to say, and once off we walked to James's, with Jason looking straight ahead and not saying anything, but I could see he wanted to say a lot and was just holding it in to make a point, but whatever he will have to talk once we are at James's.

And I was right once we got to James's and knocked on the door, and James answered and smiled, but when he saw me, he looked kind of shocked, and said "Jesus, Luke you look younger than my brother?" I felt a flash of embarrassment come over me and I mumbled out "well I need to fool the ticket man, don't I?" he still looked down at me and said "well yeah, but you normally still try to look 9-10 years old, and I have never seen you make yourself look so childish man?" I just shrugged my shoulders at him not knowing what else to say but " I guess I have had an Epiphany, and I am fine looking like this now, after letting all of my anger out yesterday... Well maybe?"

James looked less shocked and said "well whatever, come on in, we can play some Xbox while we wait for Sam to finely get here, and what you said you did on the bus makes more sense now" while me and Jason headed into the sitting room behind him, I looked at Jason knowing he won't be happy me telling them about the bus trip, and he said looking down at me seeing his eye brows go up in shock and said " you told them what happened on the Bus!" I just smiled up at him and said "well yeah I did, and they actually found it funny, unlike you mister grumpy", I said the last bit poking him in the side.

He looked more annoyed now and said "well, I did not find it funny because, I was the one who had to apologise and be seen as the bad guy with people thinking I am your older brother, and I could not say that you weren't, with you having me buy you a kids ticket, and knowing you already pissed off the Bus driver, so if he found out that we lied to him, then we would have got thrown off the bus!"

I just smiled at that and said "well for one I never asked you to apologise to anyone, and two I am allowed to annoy you with me being your older brother after all!" he just let out a frustrated sigh and said "whatever, I am going to reck you on Cod, for pay back!" I had to holed in a laugh, having to remind myself he is still only 11 even though he sounds like and looks like a 14-15 year old, God he doesn't even like girls yet and gets confused when a older girl flirts with him, and i said "fine, you're on!"

And after that, i glanced at James seeing him grinning knowing he finds little arguments like this funny, and knew that would be rude normally, but to James this is entertainment to him and when he saw I was looking at him while Jason gets the game ready, he said "I will play the winner ok?" and me and Jason said ok to him.

We played for like 20-30 minutes talking about this and that and I was feeling happy that Jason was actually joining in on the conversation, what he has never done to this extent, after another 5 minutes, Sam finely arrived with him always being late, even though he lives like 3 minutes walk away from James's house,

He claims that he needs time to get ready but, I don't know, it is not like he does anything to his hair or anything different than anyone else.

But anyway I had won against Jason twice and loss to him once and James and me kept on taking it in turns to win, with both of us being as skilled as one another on this game we are playing, and I knew I would of easily beat him with it was not for these stupid small child's hands, with the controller being big in my hands, and it fitting perfectly in any of my friends hands and of course my brothers hands as well.

Anyway, once Sam got here, we turned off the game console, seeing a sad face knowing Sam would of like to play a game, and then he saw me and he had the same shocked face than James did and said roughly the same thing as James did "Luke Man! what with the really childish clothes and hair man? You never wared anything that childish?" I just sighed and I said "god dam man, I am only going to say this one more time, with James asking me already, I had some sort of Epiphany yesterday while I said all that stupid shit, and well I am fine with people thinking of me as a kid and especially when I am trying to look like one, so yeah I guess I did go over bord a little, but whatever, at least no one is going to think I am trying to scam a kid's ticket now looking like this!"