"I don't like boys"... right?

Getting help + TW

TW: Scars

After I finish my first session with Dr.Akagi, I text Misato San to tell her I'm going to walk back home, and as I start walking I start to hear 2 familiar voices calling out to me, "HEY SHINJI!", as I hear someone screaming my name I turn around and see Toji and Kensuke running towards me, as they start to slow down they ask me "What are you doing here?!"," I was just... Taking a walk." I say with a confused face. Kensuke and Toji both look at me with the face saying "I don't believe you" but they didn't say anything about why I lied, after that Kensuke and Toji go back to talking while following me and they ask, "Where are you going?" "I'm going home, I've been out here long enough anyway," I say with an exhausted face. Kensuke and Toji then stop and a "Wellll, if you're going home then we'll talk to you later. Bye!!" I then wave back and look at them as they pass by me and walk to whatever place they were originally going to.
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After I got back I told Misato I'm home I immediately go to my room and lay on my bed, my eyes start to get heavy, and even though it hasn't been a full day I still end up falling asleep not even bothering to eat dinner or change my clothes that I've been wearing all day. I woke up the next day with a slight headache but got through it and started to get ready, I honestly did not want to go to school today because of that awkward interaction with Kensuke and Toji but I don't have any choice after I finished getting dressed I grab my bag and head out the door, as I start walking to school I put on my headphones and listen to a song from one of my favorite bands: I just threw out the love of my dreams-Weezer, as I listen to the song I start to forget what I was worried about in the first place; until I finally get to school and remember why, I then take off my headphones as I get to the school doors, after I get into the classroom I sit down and slowly watch everyone pour into the room. As everyone starts to take their seat and talk to each other I notice one person in particular who has been eyeing me since she got in the room, she then starts to walk up to me after we stare at each other for a bit, when she finally gets to my desk she then puts down a note and turns away and start socializing like nothing had happened. I then look at the note.

Meet me behind the school at 3:20 -Asuka

'Weird..'- I think it myself. I then look up from the paper and notice Kaworu standing there, "Good morning, Shinji!" "I can't hear you- wait lemme take them off real quick.."- I say while pausing my music and taking my headphones off. "Okay, what were you saying?" "I said good morning...Shinji" "Oh! Good morning, Kaworu." Kaworu does a slight smile and then goes to his seat.
A minute or two after that the teacher walks into class and almost everyone starts rushing back to their seats before class officially starts.

After a long and boring day in class.

'I wonder what Asuka wanted to talk to me about' -I say to myself as I wait behind the school. "Hey idiot!" -Asuka says as she walks up to me. "First of all stop calling me an idiot and second of all what did you want to see me for?" "I wanted to see you so I can tell you to..." "Tell me to what?? I have stuff to do after school too so please don't keep me waiting for-" "SHUT UP! What I want you to do is to stop talking to Kaworu." "...What..." "Are you serious?? After all this time me and him actually start to become somewhat friends and now you want me to randomly stop talking to him. What am I even supposed to tell him? And why should I even listen to you??" "If you don't listen to me then I'll tell Kaworu everything about you. Even about those..." -She says as she points at my arms. 'They're covered right now but I know what she's talking about. I then look at her with a saddened face because of the fact I feel so betrayed by her. "Why?.." "I thought we were friends... I helped you the best that I can with your problems and now you're going to do this to me...? She then starts to look regretful but then brushes it aside by saying. "We were never friends. You are just simply someone that I know. So... are you going to stop talking to him or are you just gonna let me tell him the harsh truth?" I look at her with shock in my eyes and quickly look back down knowing that she doesn't care. My breathing starts to become hard as I realize this is really happening right now and I finally answer after thinking for a bit and answering with a shaky voice. "I'll stop talking to him... I would rather have him hate me than know all of my prob- problems." -I say while still looking down. "Okay then. Since that's settled now, you can leave" I open my eyes not even realizing I had closed them, and look at her noticing that she had a slight smile. I then run off not even saying or looking back at her while tears start to pour down my eyes.

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Word count: 963  (not including this)
Also sorry for not updating in so long I've been doing alot this summer and honestly I just remembered I didn't finish this chapter so here you go!😊