chapter 8

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-ze next day

your pov
after school i went to my house to get something to wear. what? i don't have my good stuff at my dorm. maybe i'm an overthinker but i found it weird he just now remembered me . but whatever as long as i don't take it to heart or him serious for real then i'm good

i had just rubbed in my perfume when i got a knock at my door...

"hey red" i said opening it

"hey...you look beautiful" he said looking at my outfit.

"thanks, you want something before we go?" i asked but he shook his head . we i locked my door and we were off

"so where are we going?" i asked

"it's a surprise" he said taking my hand in his. we stayed like this for a minute and i looked out the window...soon starting to day dream

i've known this man for what ? 2 months ? i mean i hope this nigga ain't a fuckboy, or has a girlfriend, or is really talking to anyone - aw hell naw i just got out of a weak ass "relationship" i shouldn't be hopping onto the next

wait relationship?...i mean is he...? are we...? naw we're friends who just so happened to go one one date...don't get it confused

it was a million thoughts per minute going on with him. but they stopped when i felt something on my hand, it was a kiss

"hey i had been calling your name . are you ok?" he asked and i nodded

"yea just thinkin, but whatchu say"

"well i was letting you know that we'll eat in case you're hungry"

"...soooo this is a 1 time thing right?" i asked

"i was going to ask you at the end" he said surprised

"oh- well umm what do you want to happen? because we're just friends who did this 1 time right?"

"well yea we're friends but i don't want this to be a 1 time thing" he admitted

"...i don't think i'm understanding" i said and he pulled over

"listen, i think you're a wonderful, beautiful person who deserves nothing but the world in your hands. i really really like you y/n and i don't wanna keep getting close with you and then be like 10 steps behind"

"..."

"is this a joke?" i asked and he looked shocked

"wha-"

"look i love being around you and being your friend but sometimes it's wishy washy . i had a hint you liked me, i really did i just didn't want to believe because i really think you're a fuckboy"

"when we first met you wanted to go on a date , have me sit on your lap, say you wanna get to know me blah blah blah . then when we get to school you have not a clue in the world who i am, then you wanna get to know me again...you get really flirty with me then the next day stay away from me like you feel guilty . you wanna keep what we do a secret from the rest of our friends so i'm not even sure how i feel about you and if i can reciprocate those feelings . if you want to drop me off back home that's fine" i said and he didn't say anything...he smiled

"i understand. i wasn't trying to make you feel that way or confused and i am genuinely sorry . i've always liked you. when i first say you i was so infatuated by you. even if you can't give me the same feelings now i'm determined to try" he said and i smiled at him

"that's coo" i told him

"but how exactly do you feel about me?"

"well there are things i like about you, but a apart of me doesn't like you." i admitted

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