Chocolate covered Strawberry (kirishima x black reader

chapter 22

-after mission was over

"hey babe..." red started. it was our last day here in the hotel since we finished the yesterday night .

"yea?"

"what do you think about marriage?" he asked passing me the blunt. this dumbass got me high so i can talk and forget abt it

"like...other peoples marriages? i can't say anything i'm no-"

"no like...how do you feel about getting married?"

"welp, i don't think there's no rush to getting married, it's just something that happens you know. i feel like people get married too quick for the wrong reasons" i explained passing back the blunt

"would you ever wanna get married?"

"naw." i said and he looked shocked

"wha-"

"with marriage, people are used to a certain thing and they get too comfortable. then when that certain thing they're use to changes, they get upset. it always happens and i can't do it"

"but...no one said marriages are easy. it's like a regular relationship but with different difficulties" he explained and i just looked at him

"...you're so used to me opening up right? that's what i did in the beginning of our relationship. as i said before , people change and so does things. now i'm not so used to opening up, and you got upset" i said making him say nothing but i know he took in everything i said

"same scenario, different titles" i said then it was just quite

"i feel like, when you have something to say in a relationship, say it to your significant other. you shouldn't go to your friends and ask them what do they think or ask how you should say it because they're not in the relationship, and they can't say how the situation will go. can you agree with me on that?" he asked

"hypocritical, but yes i get where you're coming from...so i can agree. but that makes me a hypocrite"

"ok..."

"i wanna get married to you. im serious about making you my wife but i wanna do it on your time and when you're ready. i don't wanna ask and you feel pressured to say an answer nor do i wanna get rejected..." he started

"but also at the same i don't think we've been together long enough for that. i mean technically we've been dating for maybe 1 year and some change. but i don't wanna waste anymore time than the amount that's already wasted" he said .

i mean i get where he's coming from. to him, and maybe to everyone else, it doesnt feel like we've been dating for 5 years. i feel like it tho, coma or not

"how long have we been dating"

"5 years , 7 months, and 12 days in counting because you went into a coma between our 2nd and 3rd month of dating" i said . he just layed down on my legs and held my hands.

"you really feel like that?"

"it's not the way i feel , it's about how you feel and the truth. we didn't break up before it happened, i didn't leave you during, and we're still together. tho, i understand why you feel like we've been together for a year" i said

"hmm. l/n?". i ended up slapping the shit out of him

"my names what?"

"babe, yea that's what i meant. but uhm...do you wanna get married someday..."

"i jus said no"

"...to me?"

"hell yea. i want a family...even tho i think kids are bastards" i said playing with his hair