Memories still haunt me

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HARRY POV:

Done. After leaving Ron and 'Mione in the common room, I went to Hagrid's hut before stopping to the greenhouses. There, I saw Slughorn picking some plants for the next potions. He was really scared at first, but he followed me at Hagrid's. The funeral was truly beautiful, even though it was for a giant spider. 

After both of the professors were wasted, I thought it was a good time to talk about the memory about horcruxes. After persuating the potions master, I went back to the castle. Many thought I would have a grin on, but it was  just a bitter smile. Not many people know that I don't really like talking about my parents. Of course that with Sirius and Remus, it always felt like a breath of fresh air, but with people they barely knew, it felt rather drowning. 

As I entered the corridor that leads to the portrait, I saw Ginny. She wasn't alone or happy. Screaming could be heard from here. 

"STOP BEING LIKE THIS!"

"OH! HOW SHOULD I BE? I CARE FOR YOU, GINNY"

"WHY WOULD YOU?" 

"BECAUSE I LIKE YOU AND WHAT HURTS ME THE MOST IS THE FACT THAT YOU DON'T EVEN SEE THAT!"

"IF YOU CARE FOR ME, YOU SHOULD BE RESPECTING MY BOUNDERIES! YOU KNOW I HATE BEING BELITTLED!" Tears could be seeing forming from her eyes. Those tears that are from anger, but also when someone said something that hurt you.

"WHEN DID I BELITTLE YOU? TELL ME ONE EXAMPLE!" Dean shouted.

"RIGHT NOW OR WHEN YOU ARE WITH ME ALL THE TIME!WHEN YOU HELP ME WITH EVERY SINGLE FUCKING THING! OR, WHEN YOU GET JELAOUS ALL OF THE SUDDEN BECAUSE I TALK TO A BOY!"

"I DON'T GET JELAOUS!"

"YEA, RIGHT! LIKE I DON'T SEE HOW YOU LOOK AT HARRY WHEN HE TALKS TO ME AT PRACTICE!"

"DO YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS? FOR YOUR GIRLFRIEND TO LOOK AT YOUR MATE THE WAY SHE DOESN'T EVEN LOOK AT YOU LIKE? I TRIED TO GET YOUR ATTENTION, TO BE NICE TO HARRY! BUT NO, WHEN I TRY TO HELP YOU WITH SOMETHING, I BELITTLE YOU, BUT WHEN HE HELPS YOU WITH SOMETHING, SUDDENLY HE'S A GENTALMAN!"

"DO YOU EVER LISTEN TO WHAT I'M SAYING? I ASK HIM! HE DOESN'T JUST TAKE A THING FROM ME AND PUTS IT ON THE SHELF! HE ASKS ME IF I NEED HELP AFTER HE SEES I AM STRUGLLING!"

Dean looked lost now. He didn't have a comeback for this. He finally said "OK. I GET IT NOW! POTTER WILL ALWAYS BE THE ONE, RIGHT? POTTER WILL ALWAYS BE THERE TO HELP YOU. I'M DONE WITH THIS." He stormed out and headed to the library.

Gin looked amazed. It looked like she never expected this outcome. Slowly he back slid on the wall. She didn't cry or breakdown. It was something more heartbreaking. Her eyes were empty, just like mine when I saw Sirius fall into the viel.

I couldn't just sit there, under my invisibility cloak. It didn't matter that they broke up because of me. The only important thing was that Ginny was hurt. I rushed to the portrait and waited till someone said the password. Once it was open, I rushed in and told my best mates what happened. Once I  told them I made an excuse that I needed to go to out of the common room. They asked if everything is fine. I reassured them that I just needed to get out.

 I found Ginny in the same spot I last saw her. Instead of being alone, a small notebook and a pen were in her hands. I stood down next to her and looked at what she wrote. It was a song titled "right where you left me". The lyrics broke me.

DISCLAIMER:

THESE LYRICS ORRIGINALLY BELONG TO TAYLOR SWIFT. I HAVE CHANGED THEM TO FIT THE STORYLINE. ALL RIGHT RESEREVED TO HER.  

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