Homicidal lovers | Wenclair

12th chapter

Oml im so sorry for disappearing everybody.
‼️this chapter contains a bit of smut lol‼️ (im sorry please dont do this to me) btw the smut will go right away so skip this... i promise ya..., but this chapter will... be ready thats what i mean.

Wednesday pov:

Enid seems like so off recently. Her mood is just sad and overwhelmed. I dont know whats wrong with her. Shes still cute though. Anyways let me stop thinking about her she is right infront of me

"Enid?"
"Yes, Wens" she groaned in her bed facing the pillow
"Are you okay?" This may seem dumb ass hell but im quite sure that..
"No Wens, im fucking sexua-"
"Shh i know Enid" (AUTOR NOTE: OGMGOGMGOGM I WPPULEVE HAVE PASSWED OUT EKWOE)
"Wens i-" I get into her bed, she looks at me putting the blanket off her
"You?"
"I mhm- umm... i gue..." i slowly unzip her hoodie and she just blushes and watches me then she finally put her clothes down... lowkey nervous what
"You umm?"
"I-"

(Authors note: omfg im gonna ruin yalls lifes rn)

I take all of my clothes down she is just watching me. I get into the bed again. Im just in my bra
"Oh are you ready?"
"Maybe.."
"I didnt hear the word..." i sit on the top of her "...talk"
"Yes, master"
"Good girl" i just say and see her blush.

We kissed uh not just kissed, kissed multiple times? Anyways let me...

Enid pov:

"You know what to do, Enid"
"Yes i.." awh she called me Enid
"Call me master or ill beat the hell out of you, you little slut"
"Sorry master"
She slowly grinded up on me
She sat on me and unbuttoned my bra, then she began to touch me and i moaned her name
"Though you understood that you have to call me master.." she said looking at me smirking
"Sorry m-"
"Shh"

We made out for like half an hour then i just said that im tired cuz i really was, i spent the 2 days just laying in my new bed in this new cottage in this new place in this new forest in this new city... maybe even a new country?

(End of the smut lol it was so short cuz i cant do smut help please dont force me to make some smut chapter parts again never again 😭)

I dont feel well im scared, anyone can just track us and tell the police where we are.. or tell Jay and Tyler and... and and Ajax. Im trying so hard im trying as much as i can actually im trying to not to think of that but its just making me suffer. I remember when i first noticed that i overthink the most random stuff but it hurts, i dont understand im oversharing with my own mind and it doesnt feel good. I was always the happiest, extroverted, funny friend i dont freaking understand where did it go. Im just able to tell that something changed... i noticed it long ago actually but it was just getting worse and worse and even more worse i dont understand what does this mean. I think i like Wednesday even more than i did before but i want to let her go cuz i love her and she does not deserve me. Doesnt deserve me, nobody does, there is a part of me that is still waiting for the old heartless Wens to come back but she wont cuz she is soft for me now.. for me. I dont know why am i starting to cry, my eyes are tearing, i dont want her to leave but i want her to be happy, she just seems worried about me when im with her.. and without her?

Wednesday pov:

She seems like she is thinking., deeply thinking, overthinking?

"Enid?"

I see her snap back to reality and she seems even more sad now, maybe she is just overwhelmed again?

"Enid is everything okay?"
"What? Oh yes everythings fine"
"Are you sure?"

Enid pov:

Ask me if im alright.. do you want me to lie Wednesday? I dont feel well..

"I am sure, Wens.." oh "...how about you?"
"Im fine, are you sure that you are feeling alright, En?"
"I am sure, Wens"

I wish i could lend them my feelings. Just for a second. To make the people know how bad it feels. Wednesday is the last thing keeping me alive.. wait... maybe she isnt the last thing... i defenietly packed it...

I run to the bathroom, open my little closet then run to the bathroom door again and shut it, close it. I found it. I found them. My antidepressants. My beloved antidepressants. I havent took any of them since i was with Wens cuz i was feeling more well. But i do not feel well anymore. I take 2.. or 3 whatever... or 4 of them? I pass on the bathroom floor feeling happy

Lol giving Enid the writers problems is so fun, sorry for disappearing (BY THE WRITERS PROBLEMS I DONT MEAN THE SMUT WHAT)