INFERNO: LILITH

𝕷𝖆𝖇𝖎𝖓𝖌- 𝖎𝖘𝖆𝖓𝖌 𝖄𝖚𝖌𝖙𝖔

𝒞𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒫𝓁𝒶𝓎𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓉
𝘊𝘳𝘢𝘻𝘺-𝘑𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘋𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘦𝘭𝘴

Trigger Warning: The content of the story may contain triggering and/or sensitive event and occurrences. Sexual violence, sexual abuse, assault, and suicide are some topics mentioned within this story. Some readers may find disturbing and/or not be suitable for young audiences. Reader discretion is advised. 

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A woman heaved a deep breath and smiled before entering the university. Habang naglalakad ay inaayos niya ang sleeve ng damit na suot niya. Tapat man ang araw ay hindi niya ito alintana dahil sa balot na balot ang katawan niya. She greeted everyone with joy and cheerfully talked with her friends. 

Habang nasa klase ay nakatulala lang ito sa kawalan habang nakatingin sa bintana. Every inch of her body aches, and she's tired. Hindi niya alam kung hanggang kailan niya kayang tiisin lahat, pero hanggang may pag-asa pa ay gagawin niya ang lahat ng makakaya niya upang pahabain ang pag-intindi at pasensya niya.

"Amberly! How about lunch?" She smiled upon her friend's invitation.

"I need to go home early, babantayan ko pa ang anak ko," she answered.

Her friend Amy nod her head. Ang iba namang nakarinig ay pinukulan siya ng tingin na animo'y hinuhusgahan ang pagkatao niya dahil bente anyos pa lang ay may anak na siya. She was used to it.

Malandi. Kaladkarin. Pokpok. Nasa loob ang kulo.

She heard a lot of words from the people around her. And that's fine, they could run their mouth not knowing the whole story but that doesn't mean she value their opinion.  Alam niya naman sa sarili niyang wala silang magandang maidudulot sa buhay niya.

What could only be worse for her is when those judgemental words would came out from people who were supposed to defend her. Her family.

She was a diligent child, a consistent honor student. Hindi ito mahilig magbarkada at palagi lang itong nasa bahay para nag-aaral. She was once a perfect role model. Nagkaroon lang siya ng isang pagkakamali at itinakwil na siya ng mga magulang niya. Mataas ang pangarap ng mga ito para sa kaniya dahil siya lang daw ang aahon sa kanila sa kahirapan. Her pregnancy was a huge disappointment for them. 

When they chase her away from home, she seek help from the father of her child. Pinanindigan nito ang bata sa sinapupunan niya at inalagaan siya nito hanggang manganak siya. Ngayon ay mag-iisang taon na ang anak niya sa susunod na tatlong araw. 

She smiled weakly as she stared at the picture of her cute little baby printed at the back of her phone case. Ang munting anghel na lang ang nagiging lakas niya upang ipagpatuloy ang pag-aaral. Gusto niyang ibigay rito ang lahat ng gusto niya. She will give him a bright future. 

Dahil sa malalim niyang pag-iisip ay hindi niya namalayang nakabangga pala siya. Naramdaman na lang niya ang sarili niyang nabuhusan ng kung anong malamig na bagay. When she looks up, her white long sleeve was drenched with blue lemonade. Nang umangat ang tingin niya upang makita kung sino ang nakatapon sa kaniya ng juice ay napakurap siya dahil sa angkin nitong ganda. 

Ang una niya kaagad napasin ang kulay pula nitong buhok at ang manipis nitong labi. It compliments her thick brows and doe eyes. Napaka amo tingnan ng mukha nito at aakalain mong isa itong anghel na nagmula sa langit.