Train to Paris

sun, sea & schemes

We spent the day lying on the beach and swimming, we came back in for lunch and planned to watch a movie but when I had him in my arms I felt like I missed him so much even though he was right there. He shifted and looked up at me. I miss you Wat. I miss you too bunny. I was used to the fact now that the bunny could basically read my mind. I was happy because it meant it was another step back to normality. He leaned forward and kissed me. His lips lingering on mine. I wanted to feel him, taste him, touch him and love him. I took him in my arms and kissed him back. I could feel the heat moving through my body. I knew he was ready and also needed this. I moved on top of him, putting my full weight on him. Wanting him to feel a sense of security and love, like he was covered. I love you bunny. I love you so much that I can't even explain it. Well that doesn't really make you a very good writer Wat. I smiled and kissed him again. You do things to me I can't explain, you make me do things I can't explain either. I love you you crazy, wonderful, amazing bunny. I love you too you serious, sexy as hell and sometimes stupid as hell guy. Bunny you belong to me and to me only. Our lips found each other again and we took our time exploring each others mouths and bodies. I opened him up and inserted myself into him slowly. Filling him up with my length until I was in all the way. I then moved out again all the way, deliberately slow. He was moaning below me. Hmmm is that good? Wat pleaseee... I kept it up, slowly in and out. Only after several times did I thrust in a bit harder and I could feel his fingers tightening around my arms. I kept a slow and steady pace, savouring every second. Lapping up every single moan. Drowning in the exquisite sensation of my senses being consumed by him. I could feel the heat pooling in my stomach. My body was straining, a warm shiver running up my spine. My muscles tightened and my back arched as I released into him with a long growl. He was leaving 2 deep 5 finger scratches all down my back and I could hear him scream. His breathing laboured. I fell on top of him. Not wanting to leave him so soon. That was incredible baby. He was still out of breath and just looked at me with those dark pools and mouthed the words: I love you.

We continued making love to each other into the night....it felt like a dream.

I woke up the next morning and he was gone. My heart skipped a beat and I jumped up. Bunny? Bunny where are you? I didn't hear anything back and I started getting nervous....I walked out on the balcony and relief flooded through me as I saw him in the water. I was really scared there for a second. I walked down to the beach and sat on the warm sand. It looked like he was swimming laps. I sat there watching him until he finally came out, looking like a Greek god walking over the sand towards me. He sat next to me and gave me a kiss. Morning my love. Your finally up. I must not have done my job properly last night for you to still have all this energy left I sulked. It's not my fault your getting old...hey!! Seriously bunny everything ok? He looked at me pensively. I just had to get rid of some built up frustration. Ok? We can't hide here forever Wat. Yes, I know that. We need to start thinking of what's next. I know that too. I don't want to rush us into anything but I also don't want us to become sitting ducks here. I know my family better than anyone and they will do anything to hurt you. He was trailing his fingers along the scratches he left on my back. They will use me and they will use your love for me. What do you mean? First they will go after your job. They will tell you if you leave me they won't interfere anymore. Not going to happen bunny. They won't give up. If that won't work they will try me, or they might even start with me, knowing that I am a softie. That day you took me you showed them you are not scared of them, so they will try and hurt you. They will put you in jail. They will fabricate evidence, they have politicians and police chiefs in their pockets. They will use that against me. Your freedom in exchange for me going back. It seems like you have thought this through. I know my family and what they are capable of. The chance is slim Wat...nothing is in our favour here. I hugged him. I know bunny, but I would rather die than exchange one single second I have had and will have with you. He smiled at me weakly.