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𝚂𝚞𝚖𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚢| 𝙳𝚎𝚖𝚒 𝚍𝚘𝚎𝚜𝚗'𝚝 𝚜𝚎𝚎𝚖 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝
𝚈/𝙽 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚎; 𝚈/𝙽 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚎𝚏𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚘𝚖 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝙳𝚎𝚖𝚒 𝚍𝚘𝚎𝚜𝚗'𝚝 𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚒𝚝. 𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚊𝚛𝚐𝚞𝚎𝚍 𝚈/𝚗 𝚟𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚘𝚖,𝚜 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎. 𝚈/𝙽, 𝚝𝚒𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚐𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚍𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚐𝚘 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚊 𝚍𝚛𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚐𝚎𝚝𝚜 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚊𝚗 𝚊𝚌𝚌𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝. 𝙳𝚎𝚖𝚒 𝚛𝚎𝚐𝚛𝚎𝚝𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚒𝚍𝚗'𝚝 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚈/𝙽 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚝𝚑𝚢.

𝗗𝗲𝗺𝗶'𝘀 𝗣•𝗢•𝗩
*𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨* *𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨* *𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨* I grab my phone with eagerness, my mind is filled with worry and guilt. How could I make my daughter feel this way and not have a clue in the world?

I check the caller ID answering the phone "𝗛𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗼?" my voice was laced with concern when I saw that it was the hospital

"𝗛𝗶, 𝗶𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗗𝗲𝗺𝗶, 𝗬/𝗡'𝘀 𝗺𝗼𝗺?"

"𝗧𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗶𝘀 𝘀𝗵𝗲, 𝗶𝘀 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝗸𝗮𝘆?" Deep down I knew something wasn't right, why else would the hospital be calling me

"𝗜'𝗺 𝘀𝗼 𝘀𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝘁𝗼 𝘀𝗮𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗱𝗮𝘂𝗴𝗵𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝗶𝗻𝘃𝗼𝗹𝘃𝗲𝗱 𝗶𝗻 𝗮 𝗰𝗮𝗿 𝗮𝗰𝗰𝗶𝗱𝗲𝗻𝘁" A loud gasp left my lips as my eyes began to water

"𝗜-𝗶𝘀 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗼𝗸𝗮𝘆?" My voice trembled as I announced that question, the possibility of my daughter being dead was the most agonizing thought I've ever had

"𝗦𝗵𝗲,'𝘀 𝗮𝗹𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝘀𝗵𝗲'𝘀 𝗶𝗻 𝘀𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝗱𝗶𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻; 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗼𝗰𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘀 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝗻 𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗻𝗼𝘄" The relief in knowing her heart is still beating calms me down a bit

"𝗢-𝗼𝗸𝗮𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗸 𝘆𝗼𝘂, 𝗜'𝗹𝗹 𝗯𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝗮 𝗳𝗲𝘄"  I hang up the phone taking a deep breath

My mind was wandering into different places and thoughts. If only I just listened and attended to my daughter none of this would be happening. All she wanted was love and I couldn't give her that even though I thought I was.

Standing in the middle of my living room lost in my thoughts, I snap back to reality. I pace around the house looking for my car keys but stop when I realize I didn't have them, I think quickly getting an uber that was thankfully two minutes away.

𝚃𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚂𝚔𝚒𝚙 ➤

The car stopped at the entrance of the hospital I thanked the woman and rush out of the car running into the lobby.

"𝗛𝗶, 𝗜'𝗺 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗬/𝗡 𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗮𝘁𝗼, 𝗜'𝗺 𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗺𝗼𝗺 𝗗𝗲𝗺𝗲𝘁𝗿𝗶𝗮 𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗮𝘁𝗼" I tell the lady at the front desk

Her slow movements annoyed me, my foot tapped the floor in eagerness until she finally gave me directions to where she was, I thanked her even though two seconds ago I wanted to jump over the counter and punch her for being so slow.

I speed walk to her room as my thoughts battled with each other making everything feel worse. I can't help but think of the worst possible
scenarios at this moment.

What if I get to her room and she's dead?

What if she forgot about me?

What if she never wants to speak to me again?

All of these are possibilities that come with the outcome of being a terrible mom. She just wanted a mom that was emotionally there but I gave her the opposite. If she's okay I promise that I'll do everything in my power to make it up to her not a second will go by without her knowing she's loved.

Making it to her room I stand outside the doors not knowing what to do, not knowing what to expect.

"𝗛𝗶! 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗳𝗮𝗺𝗶𝗹𝘆?" A nurse questioned

"𝙊𝙝 𝙪𝙝 𝘆𝗲𝘀 𝗜'𝗺 𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗺𝗼𝗺" I answered back

"𝗢𝗵 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝗳𝗲𝗰𝘁! 𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗰𝗵𝗲𝗰𝗸 𝗶𝗻 𝗼𝗻 𝗵𝗲𝗿, 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗶𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲"

I follow the nurse entering the room making sure to close the door behind me. I was met with a very injured Y/N, the sight alone made me want to break down. I walk to the side of the bed grabbing her hand while the nurse did her thing, I waited until she left before fully breaking down.

"𝗜'𝗺 𝘀𝗼 𝘀𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆, 𝗜'𝗺 𝘀𝗼 𝘀𝗼 𝘀𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆" I cried

Shivers went down my spine looking at my little girl hurt.

"𝗜 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗶𝘀𝗲 𝗜'𝗹𝗹 𝗯𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿, 𝗜 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗶𝘀𝗲, 𝗜 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗶𝘀𝗲, 𝗜 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗶𝘀𝗲" I repeated hoping she could hear me in her deep sleep

"𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂, 𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘀𝗼 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗜'𝗺 𝘀𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝗜 𝗱𝗶𝗱𝗻'𝘁 𝘀𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗶𝘁. 𝗣𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗺𝗲 𝗽𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗲𝘀𝘀,
𝗽𝗹𝗲𝗮-" I was interrupted by the feeling of her hand squeezing mine "𝗬/𝗡? 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝘄𝗮𝗸𝗲 𝗽𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗲𝘀𝘀?"

A groan left her lips in answer, she moved her body slightly, the pain her body was inducing caused her to groan again.

"𝗗𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗺𝗼𝘃𝗲, 𝗶𝘁'𝗹𝗹 𝗼𝗻𝗹𝘆 𝗵𝘂𝗿𝘁 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲"

"𝗠𝗼𝗺𝗺𝘆?" You finally said

"𝗜𝘁'𝘀 𝗺𝗲 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆" Her eyes slowly opened but shut quickly at the bright light illuminating on her

She tries opening her eyes again adjusting to the light. Finally being able to keep her them open her gaze lands on me. She sends me a weak smile soothing my hand with her thumb.

"𝗜 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗺𝗼𝗺" Were the words that left your mouth

Tears run down my face as I bring my hand to the sides of her face "𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗬/𝗡"

"𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗼𝗼 𝗺𝗼𝗺"