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𝐼'𝑚 𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑦

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𝐘/𝐧 𝐏𝗼𝐯

I can't believe it
I'm only 15
Why would I let this happen?

It's not like I didn't consent but I'm too young

If my mom finds out I'm dead

I walk into my house hoping my mom is in the living room
I don't wanna look
nor talk to her

But of course Karmas a big ass bitch and she was right in the living room

" 𝐇𝐞𝐲 𝐘/𝐧 "

" 𝐇𝐞𝐲 𝐌𝗼𝗺 "

" 𝐃𝐢𝐝 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐟𝐮𝐧 𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝗼𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐡𝗼𝐮𝐬𝐞? "

" 𝐈𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐞𝐡 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐚 𝐛𝗼𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 "

" 𝐎𝐡 𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐥, 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐡𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐫𝐲? "

" 𝐍𝗼 𝐰𝐞 𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝗼𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤𝐬 "

" 𝐀𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝗼𝐤𝐚𝐲? "

" 𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 "

" 𝐎𝐡 𝗼𝐤𝐚𝐲 "

I haven't eaten yet actually but I lost my appetite
I literally feel like throwing up and no I'm not pregnant ( well I hope ) I'm just disgusted by my actions

I make my way upstairs to my room as fast as I can

Once I get to my room I try to sleep off the day but I couldn't
Every time I close my eyes I think about it

Truth be told at the moment it felt like heaven
I loved every second of it, not one regret in my mind but once it was all over I felt disgusting
He didn't even care
He used me like I was some toy

I know my worth
So why would I let this happen to me?

I hear the door open and quickly pretend to go to sleep

" 𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝗼𝐰 𝐲𝗼𝐮𝐫 𝐧𝗼𝐭 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐘/𝐧 "

There's no point in faking it

" 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐬 𝐰𝐫𝗼𝐧𝐠? 𝐘𝗼𝐮 𝐥𝗼𝗼𝐤 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝗼𝐮'𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐜𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 "

Why lie now
She's my mom
Eventually, she'll find out

" 𝐌𝗼𝗺 𝐈 𝗺𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐚 𝐛𝐢𝐠 𝗺𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 "

" 𝐁𝐚𝐛𝐲 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝗼𝐰 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤 𝐭𝗼 𝗺𝐞 𝐚𝐛𝗼𝐮𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 "

" 𝐏𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐝𝗼𝐧'𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝗺𝐚𝐝 𝐚𝐭 𝗺𝐞 "

" 𝐘/𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐠𝗼𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐞 𝗼𝐤𝐚𝐲 "

Wait till she hears this

" 𝐈 𝐥𝗼𝐬𝐭 𝗺𝐲 𝐯𝐢𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐭𝗼𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐫𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐭 𝐢𝐭 , 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝗼 𝐟𝐚𝐬𝐭, 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐭 𝐠𝗼𝗼𝐝 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝗺𝗼𝗺 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐬𝗼 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐠𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐼'𝑚
𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑦 "

At this point, I was sobbing my eyes out

" 𝐈 𝐝𝗼𝐧'𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝗼𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝗼 𝐬𝐚𝐲 "

" 𝐈'𝗺 𝐬𝗼 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐮𝗺𝐛, 𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝗼𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝗺𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 "

" 𝐃𝗼𝐧'𝐭 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭, 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝗼𝐧𝐞 𝗺𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐛𝐢𝐠 𝗺𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝗼𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐞 𝐝𝗼? "

" 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭? "

" 𝐖𝐞 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐧 𝐟𝐫𝗼𝗺 𝐢𝐭 , 𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝗼𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐛𝐚𝐝 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐬𝗼𝗺𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐬𝐡𝗼𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝗼𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐮𝐩 𝐟𝗼𝐫 "

" 𝐈'𝗺 𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐝 "

" 𝐖𝐡𝐲? "

" 𝐖𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐚 𝐜𝗼𝐧𝐝𝗼𝗺 , 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐟 𝐈'𝗺 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐠𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐭? "

" 𝐆𝗼𝐝 𝐟𝗼𝐫𝐛𝐢𝐝 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐈'𝗺 𝐠𝗼𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐩 𝗼𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐲 "

" 𝐈 𝐥𝗼𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝗺𝗼𝗺 "

" 𝐈 𝐥𝗼𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝗺𝗼𝐫𝐞 "

" 𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐟𝗼𝐫 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 "

" 𝐀𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 "

ᴀ/ɴ

ɪ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ɪ ᴅɪᴅɴᴛ ᴏғғᴇɴᴅ ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʟᴏsᴛ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴠɪʀɢɪɴᴛʏ ᴀᴛ ᴀ ʏᴏᴜɴɢ ᴀɢᴇ ʙᴜᴛ ᴏɴ ᴀ ᴍᴏʀᴇ sᴇʀɪᴏᴜs ɴᴏᴛᴇ ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ ᴅᴏɴᴛ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʙᴇᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀsᴇʟғ ᴜᴘ ғᴏʀ ᴀ ᴍɪsᴛᴀᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜᴠᴇ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ, ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴡᴏʀᴛʜʏ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴏɴᴛ ʟᴇᴛ ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴇʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀᴡɪsᴇ, ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴛʜɪɴɢ ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴀʟᴋ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ɪs sᴇxᴜᴀʟ ᴀʙᴜsᴇ, ɪғ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʙᴇɪɴɢ sᴇxᴜᴀʟʟʏ ᴀʙᴜsᴇᴅ ɪ ʙᴇɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ sᴘᴇᴀᴋ ᴜᴘ , ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʜᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ғᴇᴇʟ ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʀᴜsᴛ ᴍᴇ ɪᴛ ɢᴇᴛs ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ, ɪғ ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ ɴᴇᴇᴅs sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴀʟᴋ ᴛᴏ ɪᴍ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʜᴇʀᴇ ɴᴅ ᴍʏ ᴅᴍs ᴀʀᴇ ᴏᴘᴇɴ

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