I should stop

me

I closed the door behind me.

Silently wiping my tears away with my soaked sleeve.

It was pouring hardly even my shoes is full with water.

Déjà vu.

But I ignore it.

It wasn't important now.

You aren't important to me now aren't you?

I stand there for awhile when my mom caught me.

I'm sorry to disappointed what I've being for the pass several years.

I cried because of her shouting.

After her leaving I ran to my room.

Still crying as I slowly kneeling down after locking the door.

I need you.

I need comfort.

My memories may full with you but the comfort wasn't enough.

Cause I need you. Cal.

Where are you?

Soon the birds was chirping.

The morning finally hit.

The sun begins to woke up.

I woke up with cold as I sleep with my soaked jacket. Your's actually.

Loud bang banging my door. My mom shout again to wake me up.

Going to school was the hardest.

But at least I catch cold now I have my reason.

She slapped me.

Mad about how stupid I was to sleep with soaked jacket.

I'm sorry, mum. And to you too for not caring about my own self.

I layed on my bed.

I cried once again.

Because of how much I missed laying on your comfy bed.

Beside you.

I miss the moment.

You comfort me as I layed on top of you.

I've missed you so much.

Come back and stay.

Stay with me.