I'm Nothing Without You | BeomJun AU

sixteen

That One Night.....

Taehyun was peacefully sleeping in Soobin's room and disregard the incident earlier. The older came back with his eyes red and puffy. Taehyun already puzzled out and got up from the bed. He rubbed his eyes enable for him to look at him clearly.

He could see the older's eyes was puffy and dried tears in his cheeks.

"Yah? What happened?" Taehyun's voice was raspy and waited Soobin to speak but the older just clenched his fists and punched the mirror and shocking the younger with his sudden compulsive and aggressive approach.

Taehyun shut his mouth and gulped.

"Am i heartless, tyun?"

Soobin's question made the younger fret ang blinked his eyes repeatedly. Taehyun usually blink and now that he just did a few seconds ago, it feels new.

Taehyun gook the question quite unserious and he can see that the older was dead serious as fuck.

"Why did you asked?" Taehyun furrowed his eyebrows and he thought of Hueningkai that pops up in his mind and pretends to puzzle out.

"What happened to Hueningkai? Where is he hyung?" Taehyun worriedly asked the older. Soobin breathes heavily and his lips quiver.

"H-He.." Soobin started to sniffle and soon it turn into painful sobs and engulfs Taehyun with a tight hug. Taehyun panicked internally, he doesn't know what to do.

"What did he do? What happened to him? Hyung tell me.." Taehyun rubbed his back and the older's cries is getting louder and louder. "Please hyung?"

"H-He.. k-kissed me.."

Taehyun pulled out through the hug immediately as he widened his eyes more than his cute big doe ones. Taehyun was in the verge of confusion, hesitation, and nothingness. He thought of himself that he might be technically still sleeping and dreaming.

"w-what?" Taehyun blinking his eyes repeatedly. "He kissed you? How on earth will he do that?" Taehyun laughed awkwardly and looked at the older with his red nosy, with his puffy eyes and tears that's rolling through his cheeks nonstop.

"you are not allowed to tell any of him if you wanna spare him." Yeonjun echoing in his mind.

"I-I.. i didn't k-know that i was h-hurting him!" Soobin then dove into the soft mattress and hides himself with a pillow as he cries even more.

Taehyun just can't believe what's totally happening and he's in the verge of oblivion and debridement.

Who would've thought that his friend, Kamal Kai Huening would confess to his best friend as well? He knew his friend very well every piece and essence of his soul that he won't confess and admires him day by day, from afar and cherish the moments that they have and to create.

Taehyun felt bad for the both parties.

He was internally panicking and all he could do at least at the moment was to listen and calm his friend down.

Taehyun felt guilty.

"Am i-i heartless? tell me!!" Soobin shouted and Taehyun flinched at the moment. Taehyun was stunned to speak and frozen in his ovation.

"I'm literally don't know what to answer. I'm confused, and this happened just like all of the sudden hyung." Taehyun raised his two hands and deforming as Hands up.

"I c-can't lose our friendship tyunnie.." Soobin sobbed painfully and dive himself in his bed along with the pillow in his face.

"Whether you lose your friendship or totally lose him?" Yeonjun laughed and shut his mind off.

"I don't k-know what to do.."

"You remind me of someone hyung." Taehyun looks at the ceiling at it reminds him of Beomgyu. Taehyun thought of himself at the scenario where he might get a rejection from Beomgyu. He knows that the older is sassy but straight.

But Beomgyu is not the centre of story at the moment. Taehyun just rubbed the elder's back and give some comforting words. Everything is gonna be fine. Everything will.

***

"what's got up into you, jin?" Minho bothered to ask as he closed his textbook and flicked his fingers through Hyunjin's forehead and laughed.

"hey!"

"You're zoning out pal, what's the matter?" Minho asked and tucked Hyunjin's blonde locks behind his ear. "I'm sure it's all about this Bamgyu?"

"It's beomgyu."

"alright, my bad."

"It's about someone from my past." Hyunjin huffed as he turned his sight to Minho that's already looking at him from eye to eye that made the blonde startled and flustered.

"Dude.. that's so gay." Hyunjin laughed awkwardly and snatched the textbook from Minho.

The older rolled his eyes and laughed. "So who's this someone's from your past anyways?" Minho asked once more as he shut his phone down.

"His name was Daniel."

"Nice name though."

"And a lovely person."

"I'm jealous."

"He's dangerous.."

"oh.."

"Okay fine." Minho laughed and fuming around him. Rolling his eyes once more and went back on staring at Hyunjin.

"We met in the middle school in California." Hyunjin stated and took a deep breath. "I was an exchange student, from Semyeong."

"Semyeong? I see."

"I met Daniel in the roof top. He was so handsome back there." Hyunjin formed a smile across his lips as he remembers where Daniel offered him a sandwich where he was hungry.

"He was so kind, handsome, smart and charming. I really won't deny that. In fact he's more handsome than the last time i saw him." Hyunjin chuckled at the memory where he found him again in Beomgyu's house.

"I'm scared for Beomgyu."

"why though?"

"its just.. let's forget about it."

"You're words looks like you're in love with this Daniel. Ugh, I'm jealous jinnie." Minho dramatically rolled his eyes and pouts.

"You're so gay for me, hyung."

"I am."

"Ihhhmawwww."