Love?

Chapter 9 (pt.1)

Sebastian's Pov:

''umm~'' she stirred in my arms. she nuzzled into my chest saying ''g'morin' sebas*yawn*tian'' she looked up at me blushing at her actions. ''Good morning kitten'' i replied. ''i don't get the nickname'' she said. ''well, dear you act like a kitten some...most of the time'' i said as she blushed. ''noway Sebastian i don't act like a kitten'' she said rubbing her eye with the back of her hand. ''Oh really, care to explain that action?'' i asked smirking. ''what do you mean? this?'' she asked while doing it again. 'so cute i just want to hug her' i thought. ''why yes, that exact move is exactly what a kitten does when it wakes'' i said kissing her forehead. ''not fair'' i heard her mutter. ''well then kitten, what is it you would like to eat this fine morning?'' i asked. she sat there pondering what to eat. she lookes quite cute, she looks like she is thinking extremely hard. ''um, if its not much trouble i would like some (favourite breakfast). ''its no trouble at all, kitten. If i couldn't make my girlfriend some breakfast what kind of boyfriend would i be?'' i said. she seemed to blush at my comment. she sat up on the sofa and i got up to go to the kitchen.

Reader-chans POV:

''that was mildly embarrassing'' i thought aloud. 'i just spent a night with Sebastian, alone. im sooo happy!!' i thought. ''well, gotta clean this place up and set the table'' i said. we didn't make that much of a mess, just some empty bowls and a duvet. I picked up the duvet and took it back up the stairs. I went back down the stairs and picked up the empty bowls. ''hey, you finally fully awake?'' he asked. ''yes, a bit'' i replied. ''smells delish'' i said while washing the bowl. ''say Sebastian, is your back hurting a bit?'' i asked. ''no kitten, why would it be?'' he said. ''its because you slept on the sofa and i was kinda on top of you the whole time so i was just wondering'' i said blushing. ''i was going to ask you a bout this but maybe i better not'' he said. ''ask about what?'' i asked. ''you seem to have a habit in your sleep kitten'' he said smirking. ''w-w-what is it?'' i asked afraid of the answer. ''oh its nothing bad, cute really'' he said still smirking. ''j-j-just let it out'' i said still red. ''you hug the closest thing to you and when you start to wake up you just let go.'' he said with a wider smirk. ''i-i-I'm sorry if it was uncomfortable'' i said looking down in embarrassment. ''you don't need to be sorry i enjoyed it very much actually'' he said. ''im going to go set the table'' i said running out of the kitchen as he chuckled.

''its done kitten'' he said. i sat down at the table while he set the food down. ''kitten, when is your brother coming back?'' he asked sitting down next to me. ''oh i think its in a day or two. why?'' i asked. ''its nothing i just wanted to tell you something but its not the right time'' he said. 'i wonder what it is' i thought. ''what is it?'' i asked. ''i will tell you when the time is right, i don't want this relationship to end so soon, if i tell you now you might want me out or you just might be scared'' he said. 'what is he part of a dangerous gang?' i laughed in my head. I leaned over to ruffle his hair. ''its okay if you don't want to tell be but i will never let you go 'kay, i dont want this relationship to end either 'cause...I lo-love you'' i said blushing letting go of his hair. ''I love you too, kitten'' he said leaning. He kissed me. it felt warm an passionate but i felt that he was somewhat saddened by my confession. It seemed as if it was going to make things harder for us. 'its just a feeling' i thought and i brushed it off. *growl* my stomach growled. He chuckled. ''here kitten you seem to be hungry'' he said picking up some food from my plate using a (utensil e.g. hand or spoon etc.). ''say ah'' he said. ''i'm not a child you know'' i said feeling a bit embarrassed but nonetheless i did as i was told.

Time skip~

''Here i will take them'' he offered. ''thanks and im going to take a shower, if you want one just ask 'kay'' i said. he nodded. ''yay, shower time'' i said walking up the stairs. I turned on one of my favourite songs and sung a long.

Sebastian's Pov:

''When will i tell her?'' i thought aloud. I heard singing coming from the bathroom upstairs. 'she sounds amazing' i thought as i continued to listen. i finished with the dishes and went to sit. Listening to her beautiful voice, i began to ponder. 'what would she think of me? will she hate me? will we be together anymore? how will she react?' I kept on thinking. ''this is truly difficult'' i said. ''what is?'' a voice from behind said. I looked back to see y/n. 'how could i have not noticed?' i thought. ''its nothing kitten'' i said. she was wearing a band t-shirt and skinny jeans with a towel wrapped around her hair. ''Sebastian, if there is something bothering you, you can just let it out you know'' she said. 'how innocent, i cant tell her but i have to' i thought. ''would you like to take a shower to cool off?'' she asked. ''that might be best'' i said. she led me to the bathroom and gave me a towel. ''don't worry its new'' she laughed while towel drying her hair. I went in and turned on the hot water full blast. what? im a demon.

'im a demon, a horrible being yet here she is a lovely angel, the most beautiful, most caring, most kind, most loving , everything i could ever think of. she is here with me. she will be dammed because of me. My love is nothing compared to the wrath of hell and its occupants. i cant do this to her. its too much. Its driving me insane. I need to see someone' i thought.

——————————————————————————————————————————————————I'm meant to be studying but i got an idea and i just, well you read like half of it right now. so yeah, long time not see/read.

Do you feel Bassy's pain? I tried making it all about his feelings and his battle to overcome it and stuff. I will be updating soon, and by that i mean in the next 1-2 weeks or so. 'cause i still got exams and am busy with other things.

I think this story will be ending soon, no i don't mean the next chapter but maybe in a few chapters.

P.s. if you have any ideas for the next few chapters please let me know by sending me a message, other than that i have little to nothing to say so Bubye!

Please watch the video, it had me laughing so hard.

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