Love?

Chapter 9 (pt 3)

''i have to tell you that i'm, i'm not human...'' He said. I laughed, ''yeah right, and im the tooth fairy...hey whats the matter? I've never seen you act like this. common talk to me'' i said seriously. ''i'll prove it look at my eyes...see they change colour and here look at my hand'' he said taking his gloves off. (i don't think i mentioned this but he wears those biker half gloves ) I looked at his hand. ''oh my God'' i yelled. ''see im not human, to add to that i eat souls'' he said looking at me. ''d-d-don't c-come n-n-ear me'' i said moving back. he reached out for me, i slapped his hand in fear. ''g-go a-away, i-i n-never want to see you again'' i said slightly cowering in fear. he left the house. There was an empty presence. an erie silence as i broke down crying. I picked up my phone and called b/f/n. ''h-hey -an y-ou c-ome o--er'' i cried. ''Are you alright? im on my way so sit tight'' she said. The call ended as i heard her run. I sat in the corner with my head buried in my knees. i cried more and more as i remembered all the things we did together. I wondered why, why me, why is it always me. God must hate me or something. An hour had passed and i still didn't move, i just sat there, tears stained my face as i cried some more. I thought eventually i would stop but it wouldn't. I remembered why i never wanted to love  someone, they always leave the most painful scars. Sebastian is never going to come back, not after what i said to him. I heard the door open and close. ''hey where are you?'' she asked. She came into the room. ''whats the matter?'' she came over to me and gave me a hug. ''we b-broke up'' i said crying. ''i will so kill him when i see him again'' she shouted. ''I-i-i sti-ll l-l-love -im'' i cried into her shoulder. ''shhh. it okay, common lets put you in bed, i'll bring some ice cream and we can watch movies about (favourite genre) and we can forget about that asshole'' she said leading me to my bedroom. She ran back down and came back up with a load of snacks. ''a-are y-you sure this is going to work?'' i asked. ''yes now give me the remote, netflix...there thats a great movie'' she said. I sat there watching the movie and eating the snacks yet i still couldn't get him off my mind. b/f/n fell asleep next to me. 'b/n is coming back tomorrow, i have to be strong for him' i thought. i switched off the tv along with the light. i couldn't sleep well, i was constantly moving. I just thought of sebastian, i started to doze off at around 4 in the morning. 

TIME SKIP~

''hey, wake up. i swear b/n is comin' back today'' b/f/n said. ''umm~ yeah he's coming back from camp, i've got to make him something nice'' i said as i slowly got up.  ''are you okay to be doing this? i mean i can take him off your hands while you relax'' b/f/n said with worry in her voice.  ''no its fine I can do it, its not the first time i've been alone you know'' i laughed. I felt something fall onto my hand, i was...crying? ''i-i-i c-cant s-stop'' i said as b/f/n hugged me. ''shhh, its okay next time i see him, he's a dead man'' she said. 'man? no hes a demon. Demons have no feelings. He was just playing with me. I am...was just...food' i thought. ''i'll go take a shower'' i said as i got up.  I finished my shower adn made some (favourite snack) for b/n. I suddenly heard the doorbell ring and b/f/n went to open the door. There was a mini bus outside, the woman let him out and waved.

''HEY! SIS! im back'' b/n shouts. ''yes, yes i heard you, how was camp?'' i asked walking towards the door as he came running up to hug me. ''it was the best, i got to learn some constellations and we learned how to set up a tent and everything'' he said excitedly. ''calm down now, go get changed i made you some (favourite snack)'' i said. He ran up the stairs as i took his bag. ''hey i gotta leave i got work but if you want me to stay i would'' b/f/n said. I shook my head ''no its okay i can get him off my mind while im with b/n'' i said. ''you're sure?'' she questioned. I nodded as she left. 

''sis, where's Sebastian?'' b/n asked, i froze. 'be strong, be strong, be strong' was all i thought. ''h-he left to go somewhere, i don't think we will see him soon'' i said trying to keep my feelings in.