re·gret /rəˈɡret/ verb
1. feel sad, repentant, or disappointed over (something that has happened or been done, especially a loss or missed opportunity).
Similar words: be sorry about, feel contrite about, feel apologetic about
Justin pov
I woke to a bright light hitting my face and beeping around me.
But it was super blury.
Once my vision wasnt blury, i looked around the room.
Then it came to me.
I was in the hospital.
I saw and almost knocked out david and ethan and my crying mother.
I slowly sat up.
Due to so much pain in my body, i could even barely move.
Justin. W-what happened ???
My mother looked at me.
My mother walked up to me and gave me a big hug.
Mom. Are you okay ???
She said her eyes tearing up a little.
Justin. N-no what happened though ???
She looked at me with a serious look.
Mom. You dont remember what happened ???
It thought about it for a second.
And then it hit me.
All the things that happened finally came back to me.
I slowly nodded.
She gave me another hug.
Mom. My baby.
She said with teary eyes as she held onto me.
Justin. W-where ethan and david.
Mom. In the waiting room, i dont want them seeing u like this.
She said looking at me in my eyes.
Justin. L-like what ???
She then got her phone out and went to her camera.
She passed me her camera and my eyes widen.
I could barely recognize myself.
I had 2 black eyes, my nose was crooked, my lip was busted.
They fucked me up real bad.
I gave my mother back her phone.
Justin. Who f-found me.
She sighs.
Mom. The janitor, he saw u in the bathroom and he called 911.
W janitor.
Mom. but who ever did this to u wanted to kill you.
She said as she brushed her hand against my face.
Justin. I wanna go home.
I said looking down.
Mom. I know you do, and u will.
She said playing with my hair.
Mom. Well.... Let me go, we've been waiting for you to wake up for 5 hours, the boys are probally tired.
She said getting her purse.
Justin. 5 hours ??? Thats how long ive been out ????
I askes myself.
Mom. Love you, ill see u later.
She said as she placed at kissed on my cheek.
Justin. Bye ma, love u too.
I said as she walked out the room.
I sighed.
Justin. When do i leave ???
I asked myself as i laid back down.
The doctor walked in with a tray of food.
Doctor. How are u doing justin ???
She asked as she placed the tray of food on the table.
Justin. Im doing fine... When do i leave ???
I asked as she got on her computer.
She sighs.
Doctor. We gotta wait for the cuts a brusies to heal down on all over ur body, and we gotta run some more blood tests....
She paused as she typed in her computer.
Doctor. So u should be out in a week or two.
She said as she got away from her computer.
Justin. W-what ??? i have a important exam an-
Doctor. U life is more important than a piece of paper with some questions on it.
She said chaging my iv liquid thing.
I sigh as i took a bite of my mashed potatoes.
Im so lucky that they didnt kncok out a tooth.
But...She was right.
Doctor. Ill be back later.
She said as she walked out the room.
Why me ????
Kevin pov
I sat down infront of my parents as they yelled at me.
Dad. What were u thinking ?!
Mom. U put the little innocent boy in the hospital !
I sigh as i rolled my eyes.
Kevin. I know.... And i regret it.
I said in a annoyed tone.
Dad. U better have, cause they now can press charges on you.
He said looking at me dead in my eyes.
Kevin. Yeah, I didnt mean to put him in the hospital.
Dad. Oh yes u did, u wanted him in the hospital.
Mom. So first thing tomorrow morning, you are going to visit justin.
She said as she looked at me dead in my eyes.
Mom. And u are doing to apologize to him.
She said crossing her arms.
Kevin. Mhm.
I said as i walked upstairs into my room.
I closed my room door and i plopped down on my bed.
Do i feel bad for justin ???
Yes
I feel like a fucking bum.
I didnt mean to put him in the hospital.
I just wanted to......
I donf know what i wanted to do.
Kevin. What am i gonna do ???
I asked myself.
