ref·use /rəˈfyo͞oz/ verb
1. indicate or show that one is not willing to do something.
2. indicate that one is not willing to accept or grant (something offered or requested).
Similar words: decline, turn down,
say no to
for·give /fərˈɡiv/ verb
1. stop feeling angry or resentful toward (someone) for an offense, flaw, or mistake.
Similar words:
pardon,excuse,exonerate
The next day
Kevin pov
Kevin. Couldn't i have worte him a letter ??? And call it a day ???
I said as i held onto the bear and candy i was gonna give him.
Mom. No, stop asking questions.
She said as she payed attention to the road.
I kissed my teeth.
Mom. Boy dont u suck ur teeth at me.
She pointed at me as she pulled up to the hospital.
She parked by the entrance.
Mom. Ill see u at 2pm.
She said as i got out the car.
Kevin. Whatchu mean you'll see me at 2pm ???
Mom. Ill see u at 2pm, like i said.
She said raising her voice a little.
Kevin i thought i was just say sorry and drop this off ???
Mom. Im dropping u off so u can spend time with him.
Kevin. What !
She chuckles.
Mom. Boy u better be lucky yo daddy at work, ill see ya later and tell justin i said hi.
She said in a scary then soft tone as she drove off.
Kevin. Bruhhhh.
I said as i walked into the building.
I went up to the front desk.
Doctor. Hello, who are you visiting ???
She said looking at me and then back at the computer.
Kevin. Im here to visit Justin Reyes
I said as she typed into the computer.
Doctor. Mhm......He's in room 148 on the second floor.
She said giving me a smile.
Kevin. Okay thank you.
I said walking to the elevators.
I pressed the up button and i waited for the elevator to open.
Once i heard a ding i went in the elevator.
Thank god i was by myself.
It awkward to talk to someone when u in the elevator.
I pressed the number 2 and the elevator doors closed.
I closed my eyes as the elevator went up.
The classic elevator music played.
After i heard a ding i opened my eyes.
The elevator doors open.
I walked out and i looked for the room justin was in.
Once i found the room i sighed.
I walked in and my eyes widen.
I could barely recognize him.
His face was covered with bruises and cuts.
He was connected to lots of wires.
I cant believe that i did that to him.
But luckily his jaw isnt wired shut or else he wouldve been the next Kayne West.
No time for jokes right now.
Kevin. Hey...
I said softly as i walked closer to his bed.
Justin looked at me and his eyes widen.
Justin. What do u want ???
He said lowly with his head down.
Kevin. Just wanted to apologize for what me and my boys did to you.
I said giving him the bear and the candy.
Justin. Thank you..... but ion think i can forgive you.... I refuse to forgive you.
He said looking at me.
Kevin. I understand...... bu-
Justin. But nothing, u wanted this to happen !
He yelled as a tear came out his eye.
I didnt say anything, i just looked down.
Justin. Look at what you did.
He said getting out the bed.
He then lifted up his hospital gown
( he had shorts under)
My eyes widen even more.
His stomach was purple, and he had a stitch near the bottom of his v line.
Justin. Thats what you did.
He said getting back in bed.
Kevin. I didnt mean to put you in the hospital.
Justin scoffs.
Justin. You and your lies.
He said shaking his head in disappointment
Kevin. Im not lying.
Justin then chuckles.
Justin. You wanted to see me suffer for your own entertainment, u enjoyed everything u did to me !
I sighed.
Kevin. I regret everything... okay ???
He didn't say anything.
Next thing i knew he passed out.
Kevin. Justin ????
He started shaking and the monitor started beeping loudly.
I stood there in shock.
Then 5 doctors ran into the room.
Doctor. Sir ima need u to leave.
She said pushing me out the room.
Kevin. W-what ???
The door closed and i can see through the glass window that they was doing cpr on him.
Why did i do this to him ???
Fuck i regret everything.
I said to myself as i placed my face in my hands.
