The Beginning of a Future

So reacently I had to make one of the biggest decisions of my life, this decision determined what the rest of my life could look like and even shape who i will become.

We all have to make decisions in our lives; some as simple as what to have for lunch and others as complex as moving house or what job you aspire. Sometimes there are so many options that we may panic and make the wrong choice or even no choice at all and miss out on the perfect opportunity.

How do we know what the right choice is? Surely if no human is born perfect there are no perfect paths to walk so how can we determine what is right? How do we know the difference between what feels right to us and what is right in reality? Our whole lives are structured by these paths. No human being has taken the same path of life, which makes our lives precious. But does that also mean all our lives are taken down the wrong line if no line is the same and no human is perfect? Every person, every life form is unique and experienced differently yet feel that decisions must be 'right' and 'perfect'... wouldn't that just make us clones?

For me, I struggle making daily decisions like where to go that day or what to eat. Perhaps it is in fear that every tiny choice we make could change us forever with irreversible effects...

It's only at the point before death; when blades surround me; magic stirs in the air and my only child, all grown up, is engulfed in an evil curse that cannot be erased, that I realise how far my mistakes have taken me. How did I get here? Most importantly, how am I ever going to reverse this?