MOVIE

Disaster

So uhmm yeah war 1 is up and I think I could handle this pain and challenges of my life but God wouldn't gave me a problem that I couldn't handle. This is just an obstacle I can handle and overcome this someday no problem would last long if we can find the solution. I just need to find the solution to this problem. THIS WILL END SOON.

My dad didn't talk to my mom for 2 weeks because he knew about Lexi's situation, who the father is and what my mom did. When his quarantine was over, she looked at my sister, there he found out that kid look like my mom's thirdparty, but still he loved it as it's his own. My dad was the reason why lexi can walk and stand up on her own. We also go to road trips like we're happy family, He brought lexi some toys and new clothes and we basically did together as one, AS ONE UNCOMPLETE HAPPY FAMILY. I hope to be this life always, I hope that this day wouldn't end. I hope that this day would last. I hope always this and nothing else.

My dad loved my mom so much he also wants to save our family, to be a complete family again, even though my mom was the one who committed sin my father was the one who kept chasing. My mom still works but the time she went out and bought me a drink my dad got mad and accused her... that she was seeing the other guy.. and it was my fault cause I'm the one who begged to bought me a drink.. so I did nothing but stand there teary eyes.. It felt like all that had happen was my fault... "What if I didn't ask for a drink? Does my mom would be at our house earlier?" While thinking those thought I've realize my father have no trust to my mom. It was reasonable cheating broke trust but it still hurt witnessing my family being torn apart little by little, and all I think about is it's my fault, because of me my family is broken I was a useless daughter, useless sister.

Every step of the way I saw them get farther and farther until the day they broke up complete. Mom took lexi and I was left with nothing it felt like my world stop revolving. Lexi was my everything if she also leave me I think I would be a useless human creature. I once again locked myself in my room, I don't even have energy to attend classes I always makes excuse. I felt like I'm dead inside my world is so dark that I couldn't find life. I FELT LIKE I WANT TO END MY LIFE.... "ISLAAA ISLLAAAA" someone is calling me is this God am I already dead. "ISLAA WAKE UP" is that.... papa. "Thank God your awake.. please eat your food its been 3 month you haven't eaten love you lost a lot of weight your the only thing I have please don't leave papa alone it will drove me crazy" my dad cried my father help me to stand up, I felt so weak. I was admitted to a psychiatrist and found out I have serious depression, anxiety and stress and my heart disease got much worse. I was admitted to a hospital for the reason I always faint out every 30 minutes.I look like a skeleton only skin and bones and I was in a hospital bed with tubes and dextrose over me. Doctor and Nurse's are always check up on me I can't speak I want to but I can't. I have no controlling over my body. "It's been 6 months she isn't woke up I think she's de-" " DON'T YOU DARE CONTINUE THAT WORD LOUIE" is that papa and uncle louie I can't see them but I can hear them. They always visited me, papa always tell me story about what happen in his life that day he didn't miss a single day I love listening to him I didn't even think of getting tired of him. He's always there for me. I LOVE YOU PAPA.

"Gab look Isla is waking up" "NURSEEEEE NURSEEEE MY DAUGHTER OPEN HER EYEES" my dad shouted "Please wait outside sir" the nurse said. It's been 15 minutes that they check on me after that I heard the door open and close I think they got out already, am awake but still have no control on my body but gladly I can open my eyes and see am I gonna be okay? am I gonna live long? am I gonna last long?. I felt like it wasn't my time, God is saying that I have something to fulfill in this life a duty that I haven't still accomplished. I have a reason to live and I would take this as a sign to live longer and conquer my dreams and fulfilling my duty as I should be.