𝘓𝘖𝘝𝘐𝘕𝘎 𝘠𝘖𝘜 𝘞𝘈𝘚 𝘔𝘠 𝘋𝘌𝘚𝘛𝘐𝘕𝘠 🦋

WHY CHARLINE?

I was leaning against the trunk of an oak tree on top of the hill overlooking the lake, it was a beautiful spring day where the sweet breeze of twilight caressed my face streaked with tears, everything on this day was making fun of me.

There was supposed to be rain to reinforce my pain...
instead it was like you had planned this too!

A beautiful spring day where everything was beautiful calm and serene and where you could see dozens of butterflies flying free from flower to flower in search of the sweet nectar.

Color, light, vivacity, everything around me whispered to me ...

" Charline is here !"

I was angry with myself ;
mainly for not having guessed anything and with you Charline I was even more angry!
what had come to your mind to leave me alone in this chaos ...

You....who had never been selfish in your whole life, you had been right now ...

The journey at the lake that I thought would have solved everything .....instead ...

FUCK !!!

Why you did it!

I HATE YOU
I wish I could have shouted!

....I looked at the usb pendrive in my hands ...

" damn !!!
YOU really planned everything down to the smallest detail! "

the tears came down copious realizing that there was only emptiness inside me , my heart had shattered into a thousand pieces ...

... I looked down on the shore of the lake where her parents and her brother were walking along the pier, I couldn't see their faces but I was sure they were streaked with tears like mine

...This is your last wish, you wanted your ashes to be scattered in the lake that you loved so much and in which you had decided to end your life.

Why wasn't I there with them ??
You maybe wondering

Simple ...

They hated me!

They had blamed me for everything that had happened and I let them believe it because I myself could not blame them, because I really felt guilty;

How could I not have noticed the deep suffering of my best friend?

This suffering would have accompanied me forever and unfortunately it's only me who knew the truth ...

I looked at the pendrive, I squeezed it tightly

" Charline I will do anything to protect your memory, no one will ever know the truth even at the cost of being hated by everyone and being alone for the rest of my life

... Goodbye Charline ..."

AUTHOR'S NOTES

Slightly sad chapter but for the purposes of the story it is fundamental, many things will be clear to you later when finally everything comes to the surface and there will be no more secrets, I remember that it is a fantasy story and the themes covered are for narrative purposes only

See you soon.... 🤗