obsession to love

4

The eyes contact they been holding has now come to a break when Jungkook looked away from the deep oceanic eyes. Scared to fall deep into it Jungkook looked away and grabbed the glass of water but in such hurry he chocked on water and start to cough loudly. He surely was coughing but his mind went to Taehyung who immediately stood up and rubbed his back in a soft manner.

"Calm down, no hurry sweetie"

The soft soothing circle was drawn on his back with melodious voice giving this all scene a magically pleasure and a different feeling to Jungkook but he side that aside for now but did he realized that now everything was fine and the man in front of him was looking at him. Of course not. He was so lost in his own world.

"Are you hearing me darling?"

He flinched when the voice again hit his eardrum finally creating a sensation to hear. He looked at the man who was smiling at him that was totally uncommon for a mafia like him. If Jungkook wouldn't have seen him at hid home he would have never believed that this person can be so dangerous.

"I...I am"

He let out some words although they were hard to pronounce because of his nervousness. Many words like 'leave me', 'why are you doing this?', and 'go away' played and fought in his mind but the only word his mind allowed was this low, tired, hopeless and stuttered voice.

"So let me finish for what I come? After that you can take rest"

Taehyung sat down on the bed maintaining a safe distance from kook. He glanced at Jungkook before looking at his hands and then taking a long deep breath to calm his racing heart which was beating at a unnormal speed. He again opened his mouth but again meet with only silence. He can't believe he is a mafia, how can he not even open his mouth in front of a boy but thing to notice this boy wasn't like other normal people too.

Now if he has come then he has to talk too. Thinking that only he opened his lips again parting them as the tongue touch his mouth plates but no voice cone out. He gritted his teeth when he was failed in his mission. The time for 3 minutes after that went like that, with complete silence.

"N........

Taehyung finally voice out something and hearing his voice when it echoed around the room, help him in gaining confidence. He exhale before saying the remaining words.

"Now.... I.... means you are here..ummm.....so I just wanted to say that......you should get used to living here"

He closed his eyes at his unexpected idiotic behavior and rubbed his hands together producing heat and tapping his left leg feet continuously on the marble floor creating a sound to hide his dumbness. What he Said and how it affected Jungkook was clear when he saw Jungkook narrowing his eyes but not looking at him.

"I mean to say that, you shouldn't cry....look I am not going to do anything to you...it's just.....I love you and I want you no matter what"

Taehyung said in a hope that Jungkook would understand his feelings but he wasn't able to understand how can Jungkook accept him. He did this all and now thinking that Jungkook will say yes to his love? As if it was even any love.

"H...have you even fi..figure out your feelings? You don't lo...love me but you are o...obsessed. I.. if you have loved me then you wouldn't have done this"

Jungkook doesn't know where he get the confidence from to say the words out loud but he is happy that he did and now only hopping that the other man would understand but the next words from this V only made him disappointed and downhearted.

"If it's obsession then let it be..until you are with me, and me only, everything is fine"

Taehyung said a small smile was now covering his face. He too noticed Jungkook eyes going teary but he didn't said anything cause from his thinking it's best to let the boy cry. One day, two days four days but eventually he would stop crying and accept him. He has admitted to give the boy anything that he want except one thing, which is to free him from here.