obsession to love

14

He was sitting on the bed with criss-cross legs, trying very hard to get a sleep but couldn't. It was 6am in the morning when he finally thought to stand up and go out of the room. He came out of the room to drink water as he was feeling really thirsty, but as soon as he came out, he bumped into a hard chest. He looked up just to see a pair of red and tired eyes looking at him.

"You wake up? This early?."

Taehyung asked. Jungkook didn't reply but kept his eyes at taehyung. He still could hear the loud voice and feel the angry stare at himself even though the voice was comparably soft and calm.

"Where you lost?"

He again questioned, and this time, he received a low, hesitant voice. He could see that jungkook was scared, and hence he lost.... lost in making him comfortable with him. He was finally able to talk normally, but taehyung ruined that as well yesterday.

"N.... no.. nowhere."

He chuckled and stepped forward to him, grabbing his cheek and squeezing them not harshly, though.

"Are you scared now? I am not going to kill you, relax. Did you have dinner yesterday?"

Jungkook nodded his head in disagreement. Taehyung shook his head and grabbed his hand. He took him into the room and made him sit on the bed.

"Did you take those words seriously? Just release that all from your peanut like brain. I was just angry and so I said that."

He said while rubbing his hand. There was something missing, some very sweet nicknames and sugar-coated words with melodious deep as ocean voice. He doesn't know if taehyung was angry or not.... his tone said yes.

"I... I didn't mean to.. I didn't mean to go against you. I just missed my family a lot, and hyung said that he would let me talk to my family for 5 minutes. I.. I didn't know that it would anger you this much a.... can't you leave this? This is dangerous. Can't you live like a normal person?"

He asked just to receive a big no from him. Taehyung didn't even hesitate to say so... it was like he was determined by this question. He sat down beside him, still holding his hands in his own.

"Look, there are many things you don't know. You don't know how I was, you don't know, or maybe don't even try to know my behavior. Things are no....."

" If you share your life with me so I'll know. Why don't you tell me what's holding you back?"

He asked. His eyes gleamed out of curiosity as he kept eye contact with taehyung.

"You are not ready to tell me?"

Taehyung shook his head as it's not like that, but he was still hesitant to answer him.

"It's not li....."

"Then let me know. Where you went yesterday. Where are we.. clear the questions. "

He actually ordered him looking intimidating. Taehyung, who scare everyone, everywhere he went, was feeling scared by the eyes of his jungkookie.

"I went for work yesterday, and we are right now in Germany."

As soon as he listened that his eyes widened. Germany? Are they in Germany? He was in seoul and now in Germany?

"Don't be shocked. I came here with you cause I don't want to take a risk with anything when it's you."

He said as his hand crashed jungkook's cheeks.

"We.... we are in Germany?"

Taehyung nodded. He stood up immediately and went to the big glass window. As he opened the curtains, he could see the beautiful nature from here. Big trees and greenery. Small houses and many more.