Believe it...(A Justin Bieber Fanfiction)

Chapter 4:

Chapter 4:
The next morning I woke up to someone stroking my cheek. I fluttered my eyes opened and saw Ryan.

"You were crying." He stated. Obviously. I wanted to say, but I didn't. I stayed quiet and sat up.

"If it was because of me in really sorry I didn't mean to make you cry." He whispered. I ignored him and walked into my bathroom to brush my teeth.

When I was finished I walked back into my room and noticed Brooke was still sleeping.

"Can we go downstairs?" I asked. He lightly smiled and nodded. He tried to take my hand but I pulled it away, and looked up at him.

"Sorry." He mumbled looking down at the floor. He left my room and walked downstairs, as I went into Chaz's room.

He looked exhausted.

"Ryan's here." I said quietly.

"Wow he wasn't kidding when he said he'd be here first thing in the morning." Chaz chuckled. I smiled.
"I'll be down in a few." He added. I nodded an closed the door behind me.

I made my way into the living room and noticed that Ryan was cleaning.

"There's no need for you to be cleaning." I mumbled, sitting on the couch. He sat next to me.

"I really truly am extremely sorry." He said looking at me. I stared at my hands.

"Why were you late in the first place?" I asked rudely.

"I missed my flight."

"It was for a day early so stop lying." I replied.

"I'm telling you rhe truth I really did miss my flight... But it was because we all decided to go to the club. And the next day I was hung over and didn't wake up til late and the flight I booked that day was delayed." He spoke softly.

There was an awkward silence between us.

"I am really sorry, never have I ever felt this bad. I thought of all the things I've done to you yesterday... and... and I seriously don't know why you even stayed with me. I am really sorry." He said.

"Jus because you apologize doesn't mean I'm going to haut take you back." I said playing with my fingers.

" I know and I'm not here to make you take me back, because in all honesty you deserve way better. I'm here for you to know how sorry I really am. I'm tired of hurting you and I've always made excuses to not apologize and made myself believe I hurt you for a good reason, but there really isn't anything. I shouldn't have missed your birthday party OR your birthday.
I want you to be with someone better than me. Someone that will make you happy always and never hurt you like I did. Someone who will do a way better job at being your boyfriend than I ever did." He said.

I felt a pinch in the back of my eyes. "Your making yourself sound a lot worse than you actually were." I whispered. "But I agree that we just aren't working and we need to just be friends now." I said.

We both stood up.

"That's fair. But I want you to know before I leave, that I do still love you and I always will. ALWAYS. I never stopped, nor will I. I want us to never stop talking... Ever." He said hugging me.

I hugged him back nodding against his chest. He rubbed my back.

"I love you." He whispered in my shoulder.

I missed moments like these, but it was just to late now. He let me go and walked towards the door.

"Tell Brooke I said happy birthday." He spoke turning the door knob.

"Oh and this is for you to buy your new phone, text me when you get it." He said handing me some money.

"Thanks." I replied, quietly. He smiled softly before leaving. I stood there for a minute, feeling a huge weight lifted of my shoulders. I heard footstep and turned to see Chaz.

"Your a little late." I snapped.

"I figured it be best to leave you two alone." Chaz replied grabbing his keys.

"Where are you going?" I questioned.

"Out with friends." He replied. That's when I remembered Justin said he would pick him up.

"Oh yea, Justin said he would be coming to get you."

"Alright thanks, I'll text him." He said. I nodes and ran up the stairs.

I started to jump on the bed. It was 10:30 and Brooke was still asleep.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!" I yelled when I saw her eyes flutter open. She giggled.

"You suck, I was sleeping." She stated.

"Obviously I knew that. But you have to get up so we can get shoppin chicka." I said. She sat up quickly.

"OMG I'm up!" She exclaimed. She loved to go shopping.

We both chose outfits for the mall. I was going to make today amazing.. We both desperately needed it.