Between Sea and Sky -AAThanatos

Chapter 11: The feelings

Once we got to the room the mood to celebrate died in my eyes. What was there to celebrate? The fact that my childhood best friend and first love is going to die? Yes she should be punished for what happened, but to die? It was all very confusing. Not to mention the celebrating just reminded me of why... because she hurt me with her body. Used mine against me, she could be carrying my child. My stomach was still sick over that news. Jason caught on to my feelings immediately, he always does.

"Guys ummm, I think Percy and I are going to lay down for a while after this long day." Taking my hand he lead me through the double doors that opened to our bedroom, a view of the Tiber and Man made beach upon it. I didn't even look to see Will and Nicos faces as I left. I took my clothes off and climbed into bed. I held the pillow against my chest as the tears poured out of me. Sobbing like a child into the pillows, bellowing my grief into the room.

Jason discarded his own clothes and joined me hugging me from the back, holding on to me tightly as I lamented.

"I love you, I love you so much Percy. I'm sorry I'm so sorry." I felt him tearing up and crying down my back. Sure it wasn't for the same reason I was, but it was good to know that he empathized with how I was feeling instead of misunderstanding it. How I loved him so. Staying with me through all this ugliness, still wanting me after she defiled me. I was utterly bereft over this confusion, not knowing how to feel. Everyone says I should be happy, I'm not.

(Timebreak)

I awoke to stirring, it was the middle of the night and I felt the bed move strangely. Of course with my past and my most recent attack I bolted straight out of bed. Letting my eyes adjust to the darkness I noticed it was Jason, still asleep and throwing himself around the sheets as if in pain. Whimpers left his lips, and tears pooled down the sides of his face. I crawled back on the bed unsure of how to approach him. I have my own demons and even more as of recently, but sometimes I forget that he does too. That before me was a lifetime of pain and abandonment. Countless quests and injury after injury. Jason always appeared so strong, so together, it's easy to forget how much he had been through. Not to mention whatever burden he was carrying about me and Annabeth.

Unselfish throughout this whole thing, being there for me every minute and giving me every possible comfort. I of course didn't think twice about what this did to him, or what other things had done to him. The only comfort I've been able to give him is my body, he won't talk about it with me. Jason was he type to try to keep things where they belonged, in the past. Only thinking about the present and the future. One day he will tell me, until then I can only give him the only comfort he will except.

"Jason! Jason baby wake up!" I raved his hands and shook him slightly. Waking wide eyed and in a sputter he grabbed my face as if in horror.

"I lost you, you were gone! You left! You left me!"

"No! I'm right here, I'm not going anywhere!" I tugged at his hair. A dream, a nightmare. Jason's abandonment issues were surfacing.

"You looked so hurt, you left me so angry and sad. I couldn't help you, you didn't want me to help you." He cried holding onto me for dear life. He would have kept on babbling nonsense if I hadn't cut him off with a kiss. A kiss that has meant more that our other kisses, a kiss that told him I wasn't going anywhere no matter what happened. That I was staying loyal to him and him alone for the foreseeable future. Jason was the first person to show me how love was supposed to be, equal, sacred, fun, overwhelming in its undying reliableness. That was Jason to a fault, just because it didn't start that way doesn't mean it stayed that way. Our love grew into one another because of trust.

Hands roamed my back seeking purchase and proof that I was still there. I'll always be there!

Kissing me with a bruising intensity we rolled in the large bed still with me landing on top. I could feel his arousal brush against my own, tips wet and twitching at what was about to happen. My man needed comfort and proof, I would give it to him. Breaking away just for a moment I grabbed bedroom supplies from under my pillow and slicked my fingers to roam his crease. I would have used my mouth, but he was intent on keeping me face to face with him. I worked him open as I've done once before, gasps of pleasure dripped from his mouth. Damn he was tight, and felt so perfect. I had four fingers in him now massaging his walls and making his hips jolt with each press to the bundle of nerves I sought. Biting into his neck I felt a tongue against my ear and nails rake down my back.

"Please, please take me. Percy!" He begged. How could I refuse someone who begged so beautifully? I pulled my hand out and slicked myself wet. Pressing against his entrance I felt him open for me in warm invite. I was ready to go slow and let him adjust, but he had other plans raising his hips and causing me to slip inside him quickly. I held still for his nod but it never came, he just started thrusting himself on me from below. Pulling me deeper inside him and all but fucking himself on my dick. Keening and wailing, I had never heard him so vocal. I started to meet his pace relishing the tight warmth wrapped around me. Rubbing his thigh in a soothing manner as I picked up my speed and thrust.

"Fuck! Jason! You feel... fuck!"

"Percy please! Harder! I want to feel it!"

"I got you baby, anything for you." I grabbed his neglected length causing a scream.

"Ahhhh yes!!! Gods yes!!!" His motions were slightly feminine in feature, he was submitting to me. The power I felt coursing in me at this realization was overwhelming in the best way.

"Please! Let me cum! Please Percy!" I was surprised by his plea, he had never asked permission. It was usually me taking orders and staving off orgasm.

"Cum Jason, show me you love me." I whispered into his mouth, not a second later I felt the warm splash of him over my fingers and against my chest. Some even hit my chin. The clench around me was like clamp he was so tight. I pulled out of him and crawled up his torso and let loose all over his face. Marking him, making him mine. Rubbing the tip against his lips as the last milky white drops shot out. Licking at his lips I saw the look on his face as he savored my taste, pure unadulterated pleasure. Pleasure that only I could give him.

"Kiss me." I leaned down rubbing my Essence into both our skin, sealing the intimacy between us.

(Timebreak)

Annabeths POV

I sat there in my cell calling on my mother for guidance and wisdom, she's been silent since the incident. Part of me knew I deserved this, while the other part wants to destroy them both before I am destroyed. My only joy today was watching him get sick in the courtroom, I loved mind fucking him. Little did he know that I knew I was already pregnant, only it wasn't his. It still might save me though. Cliff doesn't know, and fuck him he doesn't deserve to know. If I can get them to wait 9 months to let the baby be born before the sentence I can figure a way out of this, even if it means escaping. Percy and Jason made a lot of enemies.... and a few of them owed me favors. I just needed a way to get ahold of them to make a deal.

AndI knew the first person to call...