Alright... so your leaving tomorrow at i have no clue what time... i promised i would write everyday and im gonna do that because i wont break any promises with you anymore. i promise i wont cut. i promise i will write. and i promise i will love you no matter what happens between us. IF we break up then we break up... but if we stay together like i want then i will be happier than Eddie Money at a Resort Selling place... me doing screamo freaks yall out... no one can understand that i can do that... your soft lips everyday we kiss... errr.... gets under my skin... i love you so freakin much... its not even funny... that notebook... its ours... and those memories... no one can take away... i promise that... everytime i miss you... i think bout those nights goin home... ridin in the truck listening to music and u falling asleep with your fingers locked into mine... my dad watching us from the rear view mirror... its just so perfect... everything is... i cant believe your actually leaving and this time... we cant talk cause we are both grounded... what am i gonna do?... its gonna be horrible...