Okay so I was coming home from dinner tonight and the ride home brought back so many memories. I know you can't read this yet but when you can i hope that you remember... This past few days have been a nightmare and it doesn't help that I can't talk to you... I love you so much... I had to talk to josh (katies boyfriend) bout how much I miss you and all that... I know its not easy for you but we have to be strong. Love you babe...