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Chapter 9

Emily
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Ugh it's Monday which means school I hit the snooze button I'm so tempted not to go in jane came around last night we studied for a bit and stuffed our faces with pizza I'm not going to bother going in I'm not in the mood it's so much energy and effort which I don't have I'm so tired I lay in the bed for a while and I drifted back off to sleep
Once I woke up I was greeted by a text from Austin " good morning . La sucks cause you ain't here " I smiled awww he's so cute I quickly replied " good morning ... Miami clearly sucks cause you ain't here babe " I got dressed it's such a warm day outside so I wore a pair of shorts and a crop top I'm tempted to go to the beach you know what I'm going to go I got undressed again and put my bikini on and got dressed again putting on the same outfit as before the girls would all be at school and after school study and prom comity so I'll have to go on my own unless I text Nathan I picked up my phone from the bed and texted Nathan " hey ... Wanna go to the beach ditch school with me " my phone beeped right away " not in school today .... Yeah let's go I'll pick you up in 5 " before i knew it Nathan was at my door I locked the house and ran down the path and jumped in his car which was a " Audi A4 " I put my seatbelt on as soon as I got in the passenger seat Nathan looked at me " hey you skipped school too ,great minds think a like " I smiled " yeah I guess they do " Nathan turned the radio up as we took off 5 more hours chris brown feat. Derro was playing when we arrived at the beach we walked along the waters edge and found a place on the beach by the rocks we chilled and listened to music i looked at Nathan " wanna go in the water " he smiled " yeah sure " he took off his shirt a perfectly sculpted body his abs omg I couldn't help but stare he looked at me and smiled " like what you see " I laughed " no ... I have a boyfriend " he smiled and laughed " yeah yeah " I took off my top and shorts and I was standing there in my bikini Nathan looked at me " damn " and bit his lip I laughed " don't do that it creeps me out " I felt uncomfortable I went to grab a towel to cover myself up but Nathan stopped me " sorry ... I shouldn't talk about you like that when you have a boyfriend it's just your so attractive and I just can't help it " I blushed I shouldn't be blushing but I am ugh if Austin was here if Austin knew I was at the beach with some other guy he wouldn't be impressed but then again I'm entitled to have guy friends right but I don't think Nathan sees me as a friend and I hardly know him sure I hardy know austin me and Nathan walked down to the water and Nathan ran in and started swimming I joined him he started splashing me with the water I was laughing him came close beside me and looked down at me he moved even close oh no please don't do what I think he's about to do Nathan leaned down his face moving closer to mine he pressed his lips against mine I didn't stop him his hands were around my waist it got a bit steamy until I pulled away and ran out off the water Nathan ran after me he grabbed me by the arm " I'm sorry ... I shouldn't have " I looked at him feeling just as guilty " your right you shouldn't have I shouldn't have .. I shouldn't have kissed you back I have a fucking boyfriend who hasn't even been away for 24 hours and I go kiss some guy who I hardly even know  " he looked shocked when I raised my voice I started to cry and Nathan grabbed me and hugged me he rubbed my back trying to calm me down I just kept crying he pulled away from me and leaned down looking at me " it's my fault okay not yours " I shook my head " but I didn't stop you did I " he looked at me and pulled me in for another hug holding me tighter we both sat down next to eachother I looked at Nathan " why ... Why did you kiss me " Nathan looked at me " why do you think ... I like you but I know I will never stand a chance you have austin but I dunno it just felt right at the time I'm sorry " he put his head in his hands " look you are a nice guy .... But I'm with Austin and I know me and austin only stared dating and we have a lot to learn about eachother but I can't help how I feel about him I'm so sorry Nathan that I don't feel the same way look the kiss we gotta act like it never happened ... I wanna stay friends with you " he looked at me his big brown eyes you could tell he was devastated " I ... I can do that act like i didn't happen and the friends thing I would like that " I smiled " okay good ... Let's go home "
Nathan Dropped me off at home I texted Yasmin as soon as I could " come over quick " she texted back " I'll be there in 5 " she never asks what it's about no matter what Yasmin always drops what she's doing and comes to see if I'm okay I guess i do the same too I love how we are so close we are practically sisters Yasmin came into the house shouting " Emily .... EMILY " I laughed " in the kitchen " she came in " what's wrong " I looked at her and basically started crying " I .... I kissed Nathan " she looked confused " Nathan from school Nathan ... Like hot Nathan " I nodded " oh no ... I didn't know you guys even talked " she sat down at the table beside me " tell me everything " I looked at her " I don't know where to start "