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Chapter 10

Emily
After talking to Yasmin I decided not to tell austin and besides the kiss meant nothing it's just a kiss I didn't get butterflies in my stomach I didn't blush every time he looks at me , he doesn't make me feel the way austin does it's so hard to explain how I feel when your in love you just know you want to spend every second with them your inseparable as soon as I see austin I instantly smile he makes me happy I decided I would call austin

Austin - " Hey babe , I was just thinking about you "
Me - " hey I was thinking about you ... I
Miss you "
Austin - " I miss you too , what you up to ? "
Me - " I'm just chilling in my room , I didn't go to school didn't feel like it so I chilled at home all day had pizza and called Yasmin to come over "
Austin - " you bad ass . I'm just finishing up in the studio for the day "
Me " oh how did it go .. Did you write a song about me "
Austin " you know I did ... The boys keep giving out to me cause I don't stop talking about you "
Me - " awww you did ... Haha I hope it's all good "
Austin " you know it is , babe I have to go I'm getting something to eat with the boys I'll text you later "
Me " okay ... Love you "
Austin " love you "

I decided I would jump in the shower after the shower I decided to paint my nails ... I took a selfie and posted it on Instagram i looked at the time 1:00am shit I better get to sleep I have school in the morning

The next day

" look I don't think I need to tell him jane it meant nothing " I said Folding my arm sitting at the lunch table jane looked at me " well I think you should ... Like what were you hanging around with Nathan anyway you know what he is like ... He can't be trusted " I looked up to see Nathan standing behind jane " you don't know me . Be careful hun you don't want people to over hear you " jane looked at him " I do know you you just think about yourself and don't care if you hurt anyone to get what you want ... You know damn well she has a boyfriend and you are trying to play her I can see through those eyes Nathan I'm not stupid " I looked at jane " so you are calling me stupid now " jane looked at me " I didn't mean to " I got up off the table " save the bullshit for later I knew I shouldn't have told you " Nathan was quickly by my side " are you okay ? " I looked at him I snapped " what the fuck do you think " he looked at me holding his hands up "okay chill .... Look I know I'm a total asshole at times but am I really that bad like she doesn't know me she just believes all the stories she hears about me which are all lies " I looked at him and folded my arms " look Nathan ... I think you are okay but some people just don't like you and jane she doesn't know you and she had no right to talk to you like that I know she is just tying to stick up for me she thinks I should tell austin " Nathan pulled me into one of the classrooms " look you can't tell him austin loves you and I never meant to get in the way of that look it was a kiss a kiss it's no big deal like it didn't mean anything ?? Did it " I looked at him as I was walking around the empty classroom trying to calm myself " it didn't " I sat down on one of the chairs Nathan came over to me " sorry .... I should prob just stay away from you from now on " I looked up at him " yeah I think that's for the best I'm sorry " Nathan left the classroom and I sat there staring thinking about the mess I've caused I just gotta pretend that it never happened I texted Austin
" heyyyy goooood morning " a few moments later austin replied " heyyyy I think you mean goooood afternoooon ? You nearly finished school " I quickly replied back " you know what I meant !! Yesss !!! Ugh I can't wait to get home so sick of all the drama I'm skipping class now though jane and I had a disagreement " austin quickly replied back " awww it will be okay ... If I could I would bring you pizza and give you a hug " a pizza and hug from austin is really what I need right now I just want someone to tell me it's going to be okay I can't talk to my mum she's in New York with dad visiting my brother shawn I got up off the chair and walked out of the empty class room and I went to the office to get a sick note so I could go home I want my bed so I can hide away from everything

" Sometimes keeping secrets from the ones we love is the best especially if it's to protect them from the truth "