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Missin You

It had been 2 weeks since I had that talk with August...I remembered every word crystal clear.

Basically he told me that he did still have love for me me but that, that night had been a mistake and he wants a family with Chanel and he just wants to coparent and...he doesn't love me.

He said he does..but he doesn't. I love him so much it hurts..but he doesn't feel the same. Does he?

I can't even keep my thoughts in order I need a damn bae. I grabbed my bag and headed toward my car.

I was planning on just thinking while shopping, something simple to keep my mind occupied. I decide to go to Beverly Mall and walk around the west wing for a little while.

I walk into Love Culture and browse while throwing crop tops and printed leggings into a cart.

I keep my eyes on the clothes and continue pushing when all of a sudden my cart hits someone.

I gasp and look up. "I'm so sorry, I wasn't looking." It's a tall light skin.

"It's all good ma, don't worry about it." I smile and swerve out of the way. He shoots me a sexy smile.

"What's ya name?" I blush. "I-India...yours?" His eyes trail down my body. "Melvin." I nod, smile and push my cart down a little further.

He follows. "So tell me about yaself." I look around. "Um- Can I get ya number?" I look at him.

"Uh-I don't-MELVIN!" He looks behind me. "H-hey baby-WHAT in the hell are you doing?"

He looks nervous and I turn to see a very pregnant looking Nicki. "Oh hey."

I give her a small smile and she returns it before her face twists back into annoyance. "

Did he ask for your number?" I look at the ground. "MELVIN, really?" He grabs Nicki's waist.

"Baby I didn't mean it, I wasn't serious we just met." Nicki shrugs him off. "Why do you always do this to me?"

She starts crying and I really just wanna get the f*ck outta there. "Am-Am I not good enough?", she sobs.

I look around. "Baby, your perfect", "Then why do you keep cheating on me?" He shakes his head.

"I'm not cheating babe." "Stop calling me that, we're done."

"No, baby I swear only you." "DONE, Melvin." He picks her up. "Let's go home and talk about this.."

"No! We're do-" He starts to place kisses on her lips and neck. I take my cart and turn around. I hope Nicki gets her sh*t together because that boy is a bonafide cheater.

She moans and he brings her hips closer to his. "I love you baby." She breaths out loudly and pushes him off. "I'll be in the car." With that she throws her bag over her shoulder and stomps out of the store.

Melvin turns toward me and shoots me a wink. What a f*ckboi. I finish shopping and walk toward the food court while texting Jena:

*Text Convo*
Me: Hola boo
Jena✨: Hola mi amora
Me: I'm at the mall
Jena✨: I'm sitting with Chris and Jayden
Me: What ya'll doing?
Jena✨: Chillin...family style
Me: I'm smiling right now
Jena✨: So am I
Me: I've got an appointment after this
Jena✨: A baby check-up?
Me: Yea
Jena✨: Is August going?
Me: I'm not sure I'm about to call him
Jena✨: Text me after
Me: You got it
*End Text Convo*

I scroll through my contacts list until I find the father of my unborn child:

*Phone Convo*
August: Hello?

I hear his accent and I immediately get turned on. I snap back into focus.

Me: Yes, hello Anthony
August: How many times I gotta tell you not to call me that?
Me: Sorry...Anthony
August: What you want mane?
Me: I've got an appointment
August: Ok...so?
Me: So are you gonna come?
August: Why would I be doing that?
Me: What in the hell...your the father
August: I know..
Me: Imma be down there in 5 your ass better be ready
*End Phone Convo*

I hang up the phone and ditch the food court. When I get to my car I reverse quickly, speed onto the highway and I'm in front of his mansion in 7 minutes flat.

"Boy IM HERE." Nothing. I worm my hand toward the steering wheel and hit it with my tongue out. Nothing. I hit the wheel repeatedly, "This boy gonna make me come out there." I grunt.

I rack my fingers against the window. "Well, I'm leaving...NOT." I roll my eyes and hop out. When I get to his front door after walking down their mile long driveway I bang on the door.

"Open the damn door!" Chanel opens it a few moments later wearing a lacy bathrobe. "Hi..can I help you?" I force myself not to roll my eyes and plaster a smile on my face. "Hello to you too, where's Anthony?"

She furrows her eyebrows. "Who's An-DONT CALL ME THAT SH*T." I smile. Bingo. "I'm here in case YOU DIDNT NOTICE." He stumbles out of the living room looking like they just got finished with a round.

I bite down the hurt. "Let's go." He wraps an arm around Chanel's waist and gives me a side eye look. I keep my face straight. "I told you I ain't going."

I grab his arm and drag him out of the door which is mad hard and he's not even putting up a fight. "Aight I'm enjoying this."

I roll my eyes and drag on. When we get to my car I kick his ass into my passenger seat and give a confused looking Chanel a sweet smile.

"See you in a bit...we're just going to...catch up." She nods uncertainly and closes the door slowly. As soon as she's out of sight I feel my regular stale face take over. As soon as my ass hits the seat I'm yelling.

"Who the f*ck do you think you are not coming to YOUR baby's check up? You make me sick! Ugh I can't even look at you right now." He smirks as he does something on his phone. "Sick...I think you mean horny."

I glance at him and realize that he's not wearing a shirt. "August!" I groan. He snaps his head in my direction. "Unless I'm sexing you don't ever call my name that way." I smirk as soon as I notice that he's turned on.

"August..August...Auuuuuguuuuust......*moan*...August." He gets even more turned on against his will and I laugh out loud. "How you like that?" He rolls his eyes and continues doing something on his phone.

"What you doin boy? Texting Chanel?" He smirks. "It's Chantël." I nod. "My bad." I tease him during the whole ride and when we get there he throws me over his shoulder and runs around the parking lot.

Reminds me of memories we hav-had. He puts me down and we're both laughing and trying to catch our breaths as we look into each other's eyes. His eyes are sexier than I remember.

He leans a little closer to me and slouches. He comes even closer to my face and tucks hair behind my ear. "Why you so short ma?" I blush and slap his arm. "I'm 5'3." He smirks and we head inside the hospital.

We walk up to the front office and I state my name. The nurse smiles falsely and points to a room down the hall. "Room 322, the doctor is waiting for you." I nod and walk down the hallway with August following slowly behind.

When we get inside the room August takes a seat on the provided chair and I change into a hospital gown. "Well this is nerve racking," I mumble.

August gives me a small smile as I fold my clothes neatly. The doctor finally looks up from the computer. "Ready to begin?" I nod.

She smiles and applies the cold gel to my stomach. "Want a glimpse?" I nod again as she starts rubbing that wand over my stomach.

"Look..look there..there's the baby." I crane my neck to get a good look. "Is it a boy or girl?" The doctor frowns. "Wait what's this.."

My heart skips a beat. "Wh-what's wrong?" The doctor frowns some more. "Well look at that.." I start to hyperventilate. "What's the damn problem?"

The doctor removes the wand and hands me a napkin. "Well...according to this chart and the screen...it looks like your having twins ma'am." I gasp and I hear Augusts mouth drop open. "T-Twins?"