Nø Löve 2

Where Are You Now?

I sobbed and wiped my eyes. He didn't want me. He didn't want me. He didn't want me. That's all that was going through my head.

What am I gonna do? What kind of father is he gonna be?

Am I gonna be able to move on? I sobbed more.

Ever since I dumped August I've been an emotional wreck.

I've been putting on any clothes I could find and barely washing my face.

I feel like a piece of sh*t, and he doesn't even want me back.

He's happy with Chanel or whatever her name is.

I really hate that girl, he's mine. Or is he? I dumped him right? I can't even think straight.

I decided to text Jena:

*Text Convo*
Me: Hey...boo
Jena✨: Hey hon....whats up?
Me: Depression and Confusion. Can I get a what what?
Jena✨: Poor thing
Me: I know right...what's up with you?
Jena✨: I'm living with Chris
Me: Ya'll got back together?! He cheat-
Jena✨: No no, we aren't dating
Me: So...
Jena✨: I'm just with him till I get on my feet
Me: Why didn't you ask me?
Jena✨: We would be an inconvenience; don't lie
Me: No!
Jena✨: He has like a million rooms
Me: *Sigh* fine
Jena✨: He's hanging with Jayden tonight
Me: And...
Jena✨: Wanna turn up?
Me: That's exactly what I need right now
Jena✨: How does Club MVP sound?
Me: I honestly don't care
Jena✨: Oh....alright then
Me: What time? Want me to pick you up?
Jena✨: No no no, I'm coming to pick you up; don't want a repeat
Me: Fine
Jena✨: Be there in 1/2 an hour
Me: K I'll be ready
*End Text Convo*

I got up off the floor of my closet and went to shower.

After I finished I changed into a red silky crop top and some high waisted jeans.

I slipped a thin red belt around my waist and slipped on my red bottoms.

After applying some red lipstick and scrunching up my hair I headed downstairs and waited.

I grabbed some Fiji Water and checked myself until I heard Jena's horn outside.

"Hey girly." Jena smiled. "What's up with you?"

"Nothin much, I'm just ready to take my mind off of Aug." She nods and turns up the radio.

'I Need Your Love' by Shaggy came on. "I need ya love X2, I need ya la-la-la-la-la love...let me love you Oh Oh Oh!" We jammed all the way to the club.

When we got there we slipped inside.

It was pitch black with strobe lights, fog, and some loud-ass music.

'Ayo' by Chris was pumping out of the speakers.

I went straight for the bar and ordered some Cherry Ciroc.

"Here ya go." The bartender winked at me. I rolled my eyes and gulped my drink.

"Let's go!" I set my clutch down and strolled onto the dance floor with Jena.

As soon as I hit the dance floor my hips controlled themselves.

The Ciroc kicked in and I felt myself getting lightheaded and dizzy.

I laughed and someone grabbed my hips. "Hey ma." His voice sounded so familiar.

I laughed and let his hands guide me. I was slipping in and out of reality.

"India s-stop." I snapped back right away and noticed that we were furiously grinding.

I threw my head back and continued. "India I-I'm s-serious, I can't stop." I didn't stop.

He continued to grind onto me and I let him. Song after song played and I felt him getting turned on.

I felt myself getting lifted and placed into a car. My clutch was placed onto my lap and the car sped off.

Where was I? I was placed into a bed. I felt someone on top of me. I sat up.

"W-wait." "India please", he breathed.

I leaned back and let him pleasure my body how he wanted to.

Needless to say he did his thing and I fell asleep in his arms.

In the morning I woke up and my heart stopped. Where am I?

Oh my gosh is that August? "A-Aug?" He blinked and sat up. We were both naked. "Oh my gosh."

He laid back down and turned over. "August what the hell happened last night?"

He grunted. "I gave you some." I held my head in my hands.

"First of all, I'm pregnant! Second of all, Hello? Chantël?!"

He grunted again. "Don't tell her." I pulled the ends of my hair. "What am I gonna do?!" He shrugged.

"Does this mean you want me back?" He shook his head.

"It was a moment of weakness",he mumbled.

I sighed and my shoulders drooped.

"I'm on anti-depressants because of you." He turns over to look at me.

He cups my face. "Aw beybeh it's ok."

I shake my head as tears fall down my cheeks.

"I love you India." I meet his eyes. He pulls me closer and kisses me deeply.

I kiss him back and he eases me underneath him.

After making out for a couple minutes I break away.

"I love you too August." He looks deep into my eyes.

After cuddling for a couple hours we get up.

We are in one of the gazillion guest rooms in Chris's house.

We eat breakfast in silence while everyone else sleeps. "We need to talk." I gulp and sit down with my cup of coffee. "Let's do it........."