I Hate Her +Don't

chapter 28,after

You pull away from the kiss and Kian slowly opens his eyes. "Wow" he says under his breath. "What" you ask. "Your just so beautiful" Kian says in disbelief. You look down and giggle. You look back at him when you hear your door start to open. Kian quickly walks away and you walk over to the door. "Yea" you ask as you start to get nervous. "JCs here" jake says. "Ok" Kian says. Jake looks at you and Kian. "Hmm" he says and closes the door. You and Kian both laugh. "He said'hmm'" you say in Jake's voice. Kian laughs more and grabs his stuff. You guys walk down stairs trying not to laugh. You say by to Kian and so does Jake and Tara Johnnie was in the bathroom. You start heading up to your room when you bump into Johnnie coming out if the bathroom. "I'm so sorry" you say "it's all good and do you think I could get your number not in a weird way just so we could become friends" he asks. "Yeah sure here" you say as he hands you his phone. You put your number in and give it to him. You go to your room and start looking for ideas in your comments for a new video. You see some people asking for hauls and a room tour or a makeup tutorial. You write things down that look like fun. You know that Tara's good to Hawaii with Jake in a week so you could do it then. Your on your laptop when you notice that there's a note on your bedside table. You get up from your desk and grab it. "Hey this is Nate-kian" you roll your eyes but you see a little heart by Kian name and smile. You put the note in a drawer. You go on tiktok and see Kian pop up on your fyp and see he's already following you so you follow him back. You only follow a couple ppl. Jake, Tara, Sam, Colby, Kat, amber, xepher, JC, and now Kian. You scroll through tiktok for a while. You come across an edit of you and Kian. It's a fan shipping you guys so you get scared till you see the caption. "I don't even know if they met before but they would look so cute together". You calm down when someone knocks on the door. "Come in" you say. Tara walks in and you look at her. "What's up" you ask. "Johnnie and Jake are playing a video game and I'm bored so whatcha doing" she asks. "Just watching tiktok" you say. "Wanna go out and get food?" She asks. "Sure" you smile. You get up and you and Tara head to get food. On the way there you notice that your close to xephers house. You just wait till you turn into xephers driveway. "Sorry but I didn't want it to be just me, her, and Griffen" Tara smiles. "It's fine" you say. You guys get out and walk into her house. You sit on the couch and watch tiktok not paying attention. You look up and notice it's just Griffen. "Wow where'd they go" you ask. "Oh Tara went to the bathroom and xepher went out to get food xepher asked if you wanted to go" Griffen laughs. "Oh oops" you chuckle. He smiles and looks back at the tv. You see it's Chucky so you put your phone down and watch. After a while you get back on yoru phone and realize you want to dye your hair again. You want your hair back so you make an appointment. You go on tiktok when you see a picture of you and Kat when you were younger. You smile and like it. You hear a loud squeal and you see Tara she quickly sits next to you. "What" you say. "Look" she says. You see it's a tweet from Kian. You smile as you read it then that's when you realize. "What the" you say. You look at Tara and she shrugs. You grab your phone and call Jake. "What's up" he asks. "Did you know Kian has a girlfriend?" You ask. "No" he says. You sigh but you remember he kissed you. You sit there and think for a second. You text Kian. "Sorry but we can't be a thing anymore" you text him and then block him on everything. Why can't you find real love. You think back to what Amanda said. "Omg I have to get back to out house" you say. "Why?" Tara asks. "I can't tell you but I have to" you say. "Ok come on" she says. You guys get in her car and she drives you back to the house and she goes back to Xephers. You run up to your room and grab the note. "Alora I know I'm probably the last person you want to hear from but Kian already has a girlfriend and I wanted to tell you know make a fake Twitter account and look for yourself-nate". You place the letter on the counter. You look at your phone and see a text from Sam. When you read it you get in your car and rush over.