I Hate Her +Don't

chapter 29- attack

You rush to car and drive over to Sam and Colby's house. You rush in and see Sam panicking. He sees you and sighs. "Where is he?" You ask. "In his room he said he needed you" Sam says. You run up to Nate's room and see him on the floor hugging his knees and rocking back in forth. You touch his arm and he smacks your hand away. You flinch back. "Go away I need Alora" he says. "Hey it's me" you say. He looks up and you see tears running down from his red puffy eyes. You smile softly and he grabs onto you. Your hug him and run your fingers through his hair. "Everything will be ok everything will be ok just take deep breaths and I'm right here with you" you say softly. After a while he stops shaking and loosens his grip. You lay your head on his shoulder. "I think I'm gonna quit social media" you say. Nate looks at you shocked. "What do you mean?" He asks. "I don't like it I want to become a author I've been writing a book and I'm so close to becoming done with it" you say. He smiles at you with love in his eyes. "Can I read it?" He asks. "Yeah of course" you smile. "What genre?" He asks. "A horror romance" you say. "Yes I want to read it" he says. "Well since you did go to college and take writing classes and could help me fix any mistakes" you smile. "I will definitely do that" he smiles. "Thank you" you smile. "Are you going to move back in?" Nate asks. "Well Sam was talking to me and there moving to Vegas and he said he wanted me to talk to you and he asked if I wanted to move with you guys and I think I do I miss living with you, Sam, and Colby you guys are the people I trust" you smile. Nate looks at you and you guys make eye contact. "Alora c-can I kiss you?" He asks. "Yes" you nod. He grabs the back of your head and kisses you. Amanda was right you do love him it's always been him and it always will be. You both slowly pull away. "You better start packing and so will I" you smile. Nate laughs and nods. "I will" he smiles. You get up and help him up. "When are we moving?" He asks. "Um in a week" Colby says you quickly look over and see Colby. "How long have you been there?" Nate asks. "Long enough" Colby says. You see something in his eyes but you can't tell what it is. "So you don't want to be in our video's anymore?" He asks. "I love making videos with you guys but I don't love social media if you really want me to be there I'll be your camera woman" you smile. "Ok deal" Colby nods. You smile. "Bye Nate I'm gonna get home and pack" you smile. "Bye I'll see in a week or whe ever" he smiles. You walk out and Colby follows you. "So you and Nate made back up?" He asks. "Yeah" you smile. "Do you still like him?" He asks. You nod and go to open the front door. "Alora I like you" Colby says as soon as you open the front door. It made you freeze in your tracks. You don't know what to do. Do you just walk out the door or talk to Colby. How do you even feel about him. How do you even feel about Nate. You mind goes blank and so do your feelings. Either way your gonna hurt one of their feelings. Colby has helped you through so much and you used to like him more than a friend but it would have been to awkward. Colby's never hurt you and never would. When Nate has hurt you and you don't know if he would again because you can't read him like you can Colby. You could always see that Colby liked you but you just kissed Kian less than a day ago and you just kissed Nate less than 5 minutes ago. "Alora please say something" Colby says. "Colby I don't know what to do either way I'm gonna hurt one of you and I like both of you" you say looking at him. When you turn around to face him you see Nate at the top of the stairs. "Alora I understand Nate needs you and you probably need h-" Colby starts. "I don't need Nate and he doesn't need me he needs someone to take care of him more than I ever can your the one who helped me when I tried to kill myself and I helped you but my mind is filled with to many emotions I need space I'll pack and still move with you guys and hopefully I'll be able to be ready in that week" you say. "I'll wait for you" Colby says. "I won't" you hear Nate mumble. "What?" Sam says from behind Nate. Colby looks back and his eyes widen. "You realise just because your cute and have a good body guys won't wait on you, you have to make and choice now you can't j-" he gets cut off by someone smacking him. It was Kat of course. "Shut the hell up you bimbo" Kat says. "She can choice when she's ready even if he last choice won't be going to Vegas your out get your stuff packed I've had enough of you hurting my sister you bitch" Kat says. Everyone's eyes widen. Kats never stood up for you like that. "You can't kick me out you don't own the house it would have to be sam" he says. "I agree with Kat" Sam says. "What dude you can't be serious" Nate says. "All you have done is out alora in a spin of emotion saying you want her back when your dating another person" Sam says. "I have to go" you say and walk out of the house.