vent with me!

6.addy.

What the fuck.We were so close.We were so happy.We had children.We had everything.Now its all gone.There's no 'we' anymore.Its just me,bell,rya,Val and Ali.Why did I think I could trust people? Why did I hope I found the right person? I was in love with her.I loved 'Addy'.She was my everything,my world.Now all she is to me Is a fucking cunt.Why would she lie about all those things for so long? Her face,name,age,sexuality,multiple other things.She was never sexually assaulted.She never self harmed.I can't believe I let her fool me.Who the fuck is Hannah? I only know a Addyson.I dont want fucking Hannah.I want Addyson back.The girl I know.The sweet girl.The girl who didnt lie to me about anything.But here she is,lying to me about everything.She's straight.That means I never had a chance.She is 12.What a liar.Her name is Hannah.Wtf.

I dont want Hannah.I want the addy back.But to find that the Addyson I used to know isn't real,hurts.Real bad.I told her everything.My problems,things i wouldnt even tell my family.Now im here struggling with mental health even more because of this fucking bitch.We shared faces,well I did.Hannah's wasn't even her face.I fucking hate Hannah.I fucking love Addy.There's a difference.

I dont trust a single person anymore.Not even the gc.Nobody.This whore gave me trust issues.Now i dont trust anyone.Not family.Not myself.Nobody.I hate that I even tried to understand why she did it.But no.There was no reason why.I couldn't comprehend why she did that shit.

She doesn't really like me anymore.I don't really care though.I don't like her anymore either.