THE CAMPUS BITCH

Chapter 14

Chapter 14

Am I not enough reason for you to stay?..

Am I not enough reason for you to stay?...

Am I not enough reason for you to stay?..

Ilang beses na itong paulit-ulit sa isipan ko. Is he not enough reason for me to stay? Then..

"No. You're not enough." I said. I stared into his eyes, hoping he won't see the truth behind it. His eyes changed. Sadness? Does this guy even has that feeling over him? I don't think so.

If so, kung may alam siya tungkol sa kalungkutan hindi niya dapat ako iniwan. Masyado siyang selfish! Kung siya lang talaga, enough na pero nagawa niya akong lokohin. And I know magagawa niya ulit iyon.

But there's a part of me that still believes. A part of me is longing for him. Craving for him. My Justin. My Gabriel. My Go.

"Trissy!" sigaw ni Fab papasok sa lounge.

"What?" iritado kong sabi. (the Tris Aldea way, of course!) Hingal na hingal siyang dumating hawak ang isang folder.

"We're good to go!" he said happily.

"Huh?" Ano kaya ang pinagsasasabi niya? "Aprroved?! Omg Fab! Aprroved na nga!" I can't help but to feel delighted sa nakita kong pirma ng dean at ng school president. Finally! matutuloy ang charity runway event ko.

I went to the deans office to actually thank him for his approval and also to say sorry for calling him pathetic. But then, he really is a little pathetic, don't you think?

"Don't thank me Ms. Aldea, You've got to hand it down to Mr. Go! he has a gift persuading people, convincing powers! Convincing powers, Ms. Aldea." he said.

Justin? Siya ang dahilan kung bakit pumayag ang dean? How? What did he do? I left the office and texted him.

"Magkita tayo. Now."

Nasa locker room ako at naghihintay kay Justin. Alam niyo yung feeling na disappointed ka at biglang may milagrong dumating saka ka nabuhusan ng sandamakmak na kasiyahan? Eto yon eh. Eto yung feeling ko ngayon.

After a few minutes dumating na nga si Justin.

"Alam kong, alam mo kung bakit ako nakipagkita sayo." I said to him. "And I just want to thank you. I don't know what you did pero thank you talaga. So much. You know big deal talaga sa akin ito."

"Okay. You know if you just want to thank me, you could have just texted me." He said. I feel the sourness in his tone. And I frown.

"I know." Arch! How to tell him?

"Is that all?" he asked.