I can't explain how much I miss you,
Heart ripped open,
I've been awake so long,
Every time I wake up I hope you're here,
So I try not to sleep,
Because it hurts to wake up,
and know you're not here,
Not with me,
Not anymore,
My brother is gone,
and he's never coming back,
So I don't sleep,
Because I'm so very tired of crying,
and sobbing,
Hoping my tears will bring you back to me,
So I do not sleep,
Because I don't want to wake up anymore.