actually, i don't think love is real. like any other things that aren't real. you just think that that is love, but it's not. from my last story, you saw that i was in love too. but not really because if i had love that boy, i would've accept to be with him, and i didn't. because he was hurting me sometimes and i knew that was his character and i couldn't handle it. maybe...when you think your in love, it's just a feeling but you're actually not.i think love is real when your relation can hold for long as friends, and both of you are waiting to be the perfect moment, and you're not hurting each other with nothing. boys keep hurting girls. and girls keep hurting boys. why's that?
when i saw it can't be a good relation between us i gave it up. and i did the best, but too late. when i was crushing on him, another boy liked me. i had no idea, because i knew he was with me like he is with every other girl, and now i like him but it's too late because he's holding another girl's ass so you know it's not the best feeling for me. i see them every time as long as i stay at school, and i don't feel very good. and i know he was feeling the same when i was crushing on that stupid fucking boy, but i had no idea he liked me after he told me in december this.
