2nd Session

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Hello and welcome on Today's session of Leyss' Session! 

Hello, dear co-caster how are you ? 

> Well, life is shiny in the Center today and I m happy to be with you today !

Thank you cc! I love you too!

> And you, How are you ?

Well, I guess i can't defer any longer...

> Sure you can ! Just make me speak more. I am you after all !

But, cc, sometimes you've got to face the music :/


I am tired. Not like i had a full day tired but more like I had a full IDontKnowTillLastTimeIWasntTired tired. I dont know why the last weeks have been tiredsome, I dont feel the drive. There is nothing that excite me short term. O have hope for the future, things i want to do in the next month... But I feel empty inside. Maybe i missed you ? I mean me ? I mean this ?

What is life but a succession of smaller life ?

When doesnt i feel tired ?

Should i take a few days off go somewhere and just chill ?

There nowhere I wished I was now. I feel like whatever plan I would have would just be to fill the void.

But maybe i just need to wait, find something to numb the pain and carry on. At least until i can do something. Find a new project that can empty my head? Something I can give my all to and give the pain with it.

I shouldn't write in the dark hehe. I'm too somber for that. 

Lately whenever i have time to think, I feel like under pressure, like i cant relax. Doing stuff is the only way to take my mind of that but that end with me but being able to rest properly... And I am tired, really tired.

Any way that is all for today. Thank you folks and see you next time cc!

> See you next time ! And don't forget to l love yourself.



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