Hello and welcome on Today's session of Leyss' Session!
Hello, dear co-caster how are you ?
> Well, life is shiny in the Center today and I m happy to be with you today !
Thank you cc! I love you too!
> And you, How are you ?
Well, I guess i can't defer any longer...
> Sure you can ! Just make me speak more. I am you after all !
But, cc, sometimes you've got to face the music :/
I am tired. Not like i had a full day tired but more like I had a full IDontKnowTillLastTimeIWasntTired tired. I dont know why the last weeks have been tiredsome, I dont feel the drive. There is nothing that excite me short term. O have hope for the future, things i want to do in the next month... But I feel empty inside. Maybe i missed you ? I mean me ? I mean this ?
What is life but a succession of smaller life ?
When doesnt i feel tired ?
Should i take a few days off go somewhere and just chill ?
There nowhere I wished I was now. I feel like whatever plan I would have would just be to fill the void.
But maybe i just need to wait, find something to numb the pain and carry on. At least until i can do something. Find a new project that can empty my head? Something I can give my all to and give the pain with it.
I shouldn't write in the dark hehe. I'm too somber for that.
Lately whenever i have time to think, I feel like under pressure, like i cant relax. Doing stuff is the only way to take my mind of that but that end with me but being able to rest properly... And I am tired, really tired.
Any way that is all for today. Thank you folks and see you next time cc!
> See you next time ! And don't forget to l love yourself.
