"Alhaitham, can you help me drive? I wanna learn! " said kaveh with sparkles in his eyes, "why would you want to learn how to drive? " said alhaitham, "so that everytime i go to work i would have to drive and not always walk or spend money on taxi's" "No thank you. That would lessen my time reading books, and i dont think its worth it. Your to dumb to drive well or, study the mechanics well. " "are you underestimating me that much haitham? " "Im telling the truth kaveh" ".... Your right i suppose.. Ill go now. " "where are you going? " "Just. Someone. " ".. Alright. " Kaveh walked pass alhaitham, opening the door and shutting it slowly.
-at tignari home-
*knock knock* "ugh... Cyno is that you again?" Tighnari opens the door, to his suprise, it was kaveh. "Hi." "Kaveh? What are you doing here? " "can.. I sprout my feelings for moment..? Since i dont have a therapist yet. " "oh my. Sure sure go ahead, come in, make yourself at home. " "thank you. " kaveh enters the door taking his shoes off before following tighnari to the living room. "Have a seat,make yourself comfortable" "thank you a bunch. ".. " so.. What is it kaveh? Did something happend again at home..? " kaveh sighs, as water droplets slowly fall to his thighs. "I dont get it tighnari. I cry, over nothing. Im so emotional. Alhaitham just said im dumb, and why is it so hard? I felt that, he hates me...He kept saying im just a waste of time, dumb, and so much more. Im so tired. I want to change so he can accept me. Im so so so.. Tired tighnari. " "kaveh... im so sorry that kept happening to you. Come here. " tighnari opens his arms freely so that kaveh can hug him tight as he wants. Kaveh rushed to tighnari hugging him tightly while crying Like it will never stop falling. kaveh mumbles. "im so done tighnari. I hate myself. I hate my personality. I hate this body. I hate the way iam. I hate everything..." "Cry all you want kaveh.."
-time passes at tighnaris house, kaveh felt tired, so he decided to go home. -
"Im. Home. " "KAVEH WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?! ITS LATE. " "i-. I was just at tighnaris house. " "YOU DUMB BLONDE CANT YOU SEE ITS NIGHT TIME? Ugh... Pls just go home early. Next time. I dont want to kept waiting for you and not getting enough sleep because of you. " alhaitham pinched his nose while sighning heavily ".. Im sorry." "just go to bed. " kaveh walks at his bedroom, while alhaitham kept looking at him.
-night-
Kaveh walks to the bathroom slowly while... Holding a small blade in his left hand. And a scissor at his right hand. He opens the door quietly so SOMEBODY cant wake up from the noise. "... fuck everyone. " kaveh cuts his hair Rapidly while tears beginning to fall. Strands of hair on the floor. Blade covered with blood. Wrist opened. Life completely ruined. Kaveh was crying through the pain that his wrist has been going through its though. He grabbed several bandages on the Container beside him and start covering his bruises.
-morning-
Alhaitham woke up from the sound his been hearing, he got up from his bed and walk to the living room seeing.. A note... And a.. Picture?.. "what is this.?" Alhaitham grabbed the note and the picture. He read the note first. And..His eyes widen. In shock. Tears dropping. With anger mixing in. Hmm.. Curious abt the note? Well.. Here it is..
"Hello dear alhaitham. Its me kaveh. Im going to say goodbye. I have enough of our daily fight. I have enough of myself too. I now i wasn't good enough for you and for everyone. Im a let down. A dumb blonde. You were always right. i was stupid. A mediocre. An idiot. A bastard.... To be honest.. If you hadn't met me when we were at highschool. You would be a whole different person. It was my fault that you are the person you are right now. You could have been better without me. Im sorry for everything. For being dumb and stupid.. And remember ysterday when i said i wanted to drive? To get to my work easily.? It.. Was a lie.. I .. Wanted to learn how to drive because of you. I want to take you to a place you have not been before... Alhaitham.. Im sorry... And... Hope you are happy without me now. -love. Kaveh.(im sorry- i think i was putting to much emotion on this note..) alhaitham stared at the picture.. It was kaveh.. With short hair.. Haitham can also notice blood coming out to the background.. And a blade.. His knees fell to the ground. Crying. Screaming. It was a alot of pain.. "Im sorry. I treated you such shit kaveh. It wasn't my intention. I cant help my feelings for you so i say shit things about you. I love you kaveh. Im so-. Im so sorry. .. "
-kavehs pov-
As i grabbed my suitcase tightly while tighnari and cyno was in the front of the car seat. I started sobbing and gripping my thighs. It hurts so much. But.. Its my fault either ways. I'll always be the dumb blonde.
-fin. -
Im sorry if i hurt yall (i made this at 10pm.) FOLLOW MY TIKTOK -livelaughlovekei_00- I ALSO POST A FEW KAVEHTHAM ANGST AND SOME OTHER FANDMS TO. once again sorry for hurting yall lol😍. (Im in pain.) Love yall! 922 words!
