Judgment and Dawn

chapter ten: New ideas

Hailey pov

I closed my eyes while my mom hugged me. I wiped the blood from my nose after we broke the hug. I went by Dominik.

"Are you ok," I asked.

"Pretty much in pain and can you guys help me up," Dom said.

"Yeah" I said.

Me and my mom help Dominik off the ground and up to the coach. My mom grabbed him some ice to help with the pain.

"Ok maybe we should have a better system down so you don't lose control," Dominik said.  

"Yeah and sorry again," I said.

"It's fine," Dom said.

Rhea came in holding her head while coming into the room. My mom gave her some ice. Rhea took it and said thank you.

"Yeah maybe we need to make a better plan so that this doesn't happen again," Rhea said.

"Yeah and I'm sorry too," I said.

"It's ok," Rhea replied.

All of us decided to talk to each other about a new plan that can help me better control my abilities. We came up with a plan that wasn't harsh or will hurt anyone. If I felt like I was losing control then I need something to take my mind off. I know it sounds crazy that I have to think of something that will help me when I'm losing control. Now how does one do that when you simply don't have control over your own mind. Well I simply put my headphones on or start humming a song. Now let's walk through how I would simply take my mind off of everything that is happening. Let's say I lost control again. Well, I simply grabbed my headphones and played music but wait what happens when I don't have them or can get to them? Now this where I would have to hum a song in my head. My go to songs are No love in LA by Palaye Royale or Oblivion also by Palaye Royale. Whichever one comes to mind first. Now let's walk through the two songs. No love in LA is up first, I usually will hum these parts of the songs which helps calm my mind down. These parts are:

There is no such thing as love in LA

Plastic people don't got nothing to say

They're judging me, I'm judging you

We ain't got nothing else to do

There is no such thing as love in LA

I'm late for my own premiere

Maybe I should leave, my dear

I don't feel a thing out here

But it seems to me that the demons of this city

Wanna keep me here

They wanna keep me here

Those two parts of the song usually help quiet my mind and make me refocus on what is going on. Now for the next song. The parts that keep my mind quiet is

I'm in between the sky and sea

I'm floating in oblivion

I'm in between, entrapped and free

I'm floating in oblivion

I'm in the middle of the best and worst of me

Hurts to breathe, can't believe I'm so lost

All I want is someone to find me

Bring me back from oblivion

You may be asking yourself how I know these work well. I have tried it before and it has worked pretty well. We wait until I lose control but for now I'm going to see my family before heading back to the Judgment day house for the night to tell the other the plan.