Right person Wrong time

Awkward

Becky pov
After freen come back to her senses,she quickly left my room. maybe because of the weird atmosphere,my cheeks started heating up.

the next day
i woke up feeling sleepy because i didnt have a good night yesterday. i was tossing around my bed thinking about me and freen interaction the whole night. As usual, freen left for work early, leaving me alone at home.
suddenly i received a notification
'ure glad to have a gf like that' ugh its the loan shark again. i thought to myself but realisation kicks when i see an invoice whereas the debt is already paid off. 'is it freen?' i thought about it but slide it off and did not think much anymore. since i have nothing to do at home now,i decided to be more productive and went for a jog in the afternoon.

at the office
freen pov
im still thinking about what happen last night. i cant believe she caught me staring at her and caressing her cheeks 'THATS SO EMBARRASSING!!' i covered my face and shouted in my mind. it so embarrassing that i dont know how to face her now. ive never been this soft to someone other than my ex. she just look so cute thats why i was staring at her. nothing much..right? and i go on avoiding,not facing her for the next few days

FF
Becky pov
its been a few days since that night and freen has been ignoring and avoiding me. i dont know what did i do. i tried asking her question but either she ignore me or reply dryly. i was about to go to my room when i notice freen came back from work early today. as usual, she just ignore me and walk to her room. i couldnt take it anymore and grab her wrist and asked "whats happening?why are u ignoring me? what did u do?" i really want to know what did i do and how did this cold war shit happen.
"nothing" she reply shortly and about to go to her room but stopped her steps.
"erm mom asked us to visit them tmr, be prepared" she look at me awkwardly and after she finished her sentence,she left to her room.

the next day
at freen's parents house
Becky pov
"oh here we go the lovely couple" mrs sarocha looked at us teasingly.
"stoppppp mommmm" freen sulked to her mom
'hehe cute' i thought
after we ate breakfast together,i see both of freen's parents signalling to each other something and look at us like nothing is going on between them.
"freen,come to the study room with me" mr sarocha called freen up. freen just looked at me and i just nodded,making her go to her dad. after freen leave,mrs sarocha suddenly hold my hands.
"ure becky right? i see u being a little awkward here" she giggled and continue "actually i just want to know more about u since its been a while since freen dated someone. so how are yall? everything's good? as in i see that u guys are a little awkward and she avoid looking at u" mrs sarocha look at me concerned.
i nervously replied "y- yea we r good..just a little misunderstanding a few days ago"
"becky." mrs sarocha look at me seriously.
"freen might be a little trouble when it comes to relationship. since u know, her ex fall off a cliff and now her body is still unknown. if she's dating u means that she is trying to open up alr, tolerate her a little haha... she could be a bit of a problem sometimes but she is definitely a very soft person" mrs sarocha look at me smiling,thinking that ive made her daughter open up of her past.
'so her ex "died"...' i thought to myself at the same time feeling guilty since this is not real.

"what yall talking about?" freen came down with her dad. "nothing honey, just casually asking u know" mrs sarocha smiled to her.

FF
back to freen house
Becky pov
freen tried to head back to her room when i stopped her "freen." i called her. she just turned back without saying a word.
"ur mom talked to me about ur ex...i know u dont want me to talk about it but just know that even if this is...u know fake? we are still friends...right? if anything in your mind, u can open up to me u know?" i talked to her in a soft tone,trying to open her up and not wanting to hurt her but i guess not. i can see tears sliding down her cheeks again.

Freen pov
"ur mom talked to me about ur ex...i know u dont want me to talk about it but just know that even if this is...u know fake? we are still friends...right? if anything in your mind, u can open up to me u know?" i know its not her fault,but tears fell down my cheeks without me noticing. there is also a slight anger in a heart, angry about my ex 'death' but i vented my anger on becky.
"since when are we friends huh? i dont know why my mum told u about my ex but its better that u know nothing. u know what?just shut up i donr want to hear about it anymore." i vented on her and left her alone in the living room.
it still hurts after all,its been a almost 5months and i still cant get over her death.